life as we know it

I really don't mind being

all alone by myself.

I really don't care if

I have to walk and to

stand alone in this world.

when you can be on your own feet,

why expect others to lend you

a helping hand and make you

stand up?

be strong. be tough.

excepting the truth that

we are all dealing with the same thing,

life :)

Rihanna - Man Down

"Man Down"

I didn't mean to end his life
I know it wasn't right
I can't even sleep at night
Can't get it off my mind
I need to get out of sight
Before I end up behind bars

What started out as a simple altercation
Turned into a real sticky situation
Me just thinking on the time that I'm facing
Makes me wanna cry

Cause I didn't mean to hurt him
Could've been somebody's son
And I took his heart when
I pulled out that gun

Rum pum pum rum pum pum pum rum pum pum pum
Man Down
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station

It's a 22
I Call her Peggy Sue
When she fits right down in my shoes
What do you expect me to do
If you're playing me for a fool
I will lose my cool
And reach for my fire arm

I didn't mean to lay him down
But it's too late to turn back now
Don't know what I was thinking
Now he's no longer living
So I'm bout to leave town

Cause I didn't mean to hurt him
Could've been somebody's son
And I took his heart when
I pulled out that gun

Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station

Look I never thought I'd do it
Never thought I'd do it
Never thought I'd do it
Oh gosh
What ever happened to me
Ever happened to me
Ever happened to me
Why did I pull the trigger
Pull the trigger pull the trigger BOOM
And end a nigga end a niggas life so soon
When mi pull the trigger pull the trigger pull it pon you
Somebody tell me what I'm gonna what I'm gonna do

Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Mi say wah man down (A weh mi say)
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bumm rum bum bum bum
When mi went downtown

Cause now I am a criminal criminal criminal
Oh lord a mercy now I am a criminal
Man Down
Tell the judge please gimme minimal
Run out a town none a dem cah see mi now

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station

awesomee

:/

homai.

I miss you.

seriouslyyy

malas pun bolehh :B

I nak text you,

tapi ada feelings tu

macam I mengganggu you sgt2

eventhou you've said

text doesn't bother

you at all.

tapi serious I rasa macam

hamaigadd tak penting

tak payah text lah.

*malas sebenarnya*

haha

I remember you questioned me,

bolehh eh malas?

apa tak boleh? meh habaq sat pasaipa x boleh?

haha

mixed blood

clarification.

for having a mixed-blood,

people always confused about you.

mula mula tu you mesti lah

making that weird pathetic face,

like, watafak mann? O_o

thenn slowly

you get used with others Q

'you don't look like malay lah, are you?'

'you don't look like local people'

'are you from outside?'

dik, are you local?

homai do I look like oreng putih?

haa ini paling tak boleh blah

rasa nak kembang kan hidung

sampai minggu depan.

tolong lah faham,

I ada mixed blood within the nations je

tapi tak ada lah sampai

muka macam kajol,

asal usul arab,

muka iras jennifer garner*muntah*,

haha.

penat dah layan orang tanya tanya

kadang kadang aku sembur je

pak, saya orang indon :B HAHA

well the fact is yeaa i ada origin sana.

pueh hati? pueh dak? -..-