Friday, October 7, 2011

what I feel

what you see
is me carrying my
soul running around
somehow to find
connection with
someone or to own
other soul.
what I breath is
a total lonely air.


p/s: what you see and what I feel is totally different

I shouldn't be too loyal

lonely nights killing me.
you know how does it feels like
to love someone with all
your heart and soul?
to be devoted in relationship?
to be a total loyal person for
the one and only person you love?
it feels so good really.
but did you know how does it
feels like to be betrayed?
how does it feels like to have
someone telling you,
you are not perfect, you are just
not the one?
it feels like the world crushes
down on you. you feel weak,
you can't move not even a single
bone and you just lost your soul.
have you ever feel that?
it sucks really.trust me.
you've got to ask my heart :/

potential




I see painful ending
in every potential relationship



sam hear me out,

maybe I was thinking too much.
maybe I shouldn't do what I've done.
it's not how easy I could fall for you
it's about how quick I can forget you
later. James Blunt said, cause I saw the
end before we begun.
you see, there's no such thing called
forever. even relationship won't lasts.
I know you well, I know your smell
and I've been addicted to you.
We don't have much time to spend
together. you have your own world
and I have mine. I can't live with you.
you said relationship needs time,
I said I believe relationship has an ending.
sam, well I don't know how wud this
going to end. I don't know how did it
started either. I know nothing.
all I know is we've been so addicted
to each other and sooner or later
you're going to leave me. how did
I forgot my ex? such a beautiful
question really, don't worry sayang
time will come. I'll forget you later.
I have issues trusting on others.
I won't let my heart hurt ever again.
no worries, be strong yah heart?
I'm here for you :'(

Monday, October 3, 2011

different culture



Ethnicity and background really
aren't a big deal in a relationship.
It's all about love
of the other person
for who they are on the inside.