plain truth #2

"girl with short hair, 

smoke cigar,

talk bad words is hot" :B

because love is not the oxygen u breath for living

there's a time
bila orang tanya aku
are you okayyy?
said, yeah, im fine.
doing great, life made easy.
but the fact is I'm hurting
deeply on the inside.
I can fake all those smiles
I can tell everyone I'm
doing just fine.
but the fact is, I'm fucked up.
the real feeling is that I feel
nothing. empty. I don't know
what shud I feel. should I grieve
or should I be happy and moved on.
I'm moving on thou.
Fuck all craps.
macam ni lah. last night I asked
someone. what is one of your biggest fear?
I told mine. it's predicted as always.
I fear love a lot. I dont trust on relationship
love is overrated.
I mean why giving up so much when
all you get in return is nothing? (:
I'm a person that fall hard for someone.
a person that devoted, giving all I can
to the person I love most.
trust me, you'll never get better than me
because I'm obviously the best.
:) and im not going to waste it.never. (:

tired of everythingg

There's a time when you feel down.
You feel like to curl up like a child
and cry your heart out and
fall into a deep sleep and
don't want to face the world anymore.
that particular time when you get tired of everything.
and all you think is nothing.
I need my soul back.
where are you?
Im losing my mind.
I'm so fucking tired :(

thank youu

If it's wrong to
tell you that I miss you
then I won't let my heart
be right. I miss you.
It was nice what we had
last night. thank you. (:

orang gila

Some people find arguing is fun.
But for others, they who like to argue a lot
are just some useless cuntbag that talks much.
We don't really care if you want to win the talk.
We lose nothing.
aku benci gila bila cakap ada je
yang nak di betah. last last dia yang salah.
malu weh. lantak kau la
nak cakap bnyk nak argue sampai
menang ke apaaa ke -.-