Friday, October 28, 2011

I like you a lot

After all
I can't control my feelings,
it wasn't what I expected to be
I just want you to know.
please don't get me wrong.
don't let your mind messed up.
it is just a simple plain sentence
I'm starting to like you like a lot.
I hope you get the message,
like seriously I'm addicted to you.
your smell esp. haa.
syampu clear kan :B
isn't it so great that we can tell straight
to the person we adore that we like them much?
many people failed to do so
which they end up to feel a total failure and
they shower themselves with regrets.
but still the past remains.
it haunts me badly.
how does it feels like when
a relation coming to an end? they told
me what you believe is what you get,
all I can see is heartache when we meet
the dead end.trust me, you'll hurt me,
you'll leave. me am I right? :(
cut this craps. don't think too much heartie.
you'll be fine. just be strong and let things
flow on their wayy.


p/s: i like you much.

Monday, October 17, 2011

irritating




irritating.
sekian.



Sunday, October 16, 2011

I lost my focus FML :)




it been days.
what I was doing is
basically nothing.
sleeping for 23 hours
having a bad eye-bags
fooling around, headache
and such.
to be honest
past week was the most
ridiculous and fucked up week.
play around to much
loosing focus and might
be dead in any moment from now.
god, guide me. keep me on track.
I shouldn't be doing
what I'm doing now.
no not too much.
6th week of 3rd semester
is killing me. I don't even
being focusing what am I studying.
Fuck my life. thank you.



p/s: was it me too busy dealing with life
or was it life that being so hard for me? :(

Thursday, October 13, 2011