so long 2011

2011

given me lots of things

to be remembered to be learned

I lost my love life

I met new people

I am better than past years.really.

I spent less time with maryam

tiah and farhah. I'll make it up later ok guys?

I miss you guys thou.

and the most current thing

that I am totally going to share here

is I feel belonging here with my new frens.

they are awesome.

amie,dila,nad,dell and ella.

gosh I shud be spending more time

with you guys where I can sense

a family in all of you.

and least, I fall in love again.

bobo thanks for giving me chance

to know a kind hearted guy like you.

diary closed.

so long 2011

we meet 2012 real soon

lots of love,

benny, anis, faez

If and only if

If I were everyone

around me.

not myself I would be

jealous much of us.

how perfect we are

together. you and me

and let's forget the world.

kiss bo

:(

"It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear.

You almost feel ashamed,

that someone could be that important -

that without them, you feel like nothing.

No one will ever understand how much it hurts.

You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you.

And when it's over, and it's gone,

you almost wish that you could have

all that bad stuff back -

so that you could have the good."

-aggy

syer wehh

syer,

I am

truly sorry :(

you are my drugs

baby, be my whiskey

be my red wine

be my tequila

be forever mine

because I need cocaine

I need morphine

and I need you