Thursday, July 29, 2010

i hate this feeling. SERIOUSLY. babi.

there are approximately seven days
in one month
that simply make us
uneasy with everything.
FUCK!

hakuna matata? pfft.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

bee

DEAR HUNNYBEE,

HOW DOES IT
FEELS LIKE KNOWING
MY LOVE FOR YOU
GETTING STRONGER
EVERYDAY,
EVERY SECOND,
EVERY TIME
&&
WITH
EVERY HEART BEAT?

:)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

dilemma itu kolot.

friendly with my old highschool?
daymmn. sounds interesting.
coach, thanks for calling and inviting and asking.
kindda shocked thou. *bit excited*
a bit from me heart portion,
there is always a room for basketball passion.
"it's in my blood" - wise athlete said.
i do seriously fall in love with running,
esp here in my campus.
it's another passion btw.
yes, commitment is important.
to those who really knew what i really mean,
it's not easy to commit with THINGS that you fall in love with.
example: loving two person in one time.
u got to be even. (: or play fair.
and oh, jgn jadi,
yang kejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran.
BUAT IKUT RENTAK.
hidup kau corak kan.
life is not easy, but SIMPLE.
hakuna matata.

Monday, July 26, 2010

MUDS


Experience of a life time.
:D
hakuna matata.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

emmitt

"For me, winning isn't something
that happens suddenly on the field
when the whistle blows and the crowds roar.
Winning is something that builds physically and mentally
every day that you train
and every night that you dream."
~ Emmitt Smith

Running is passion

it's been few years aku deal dgn last min obstacle.
everything happens for reason.
support is needed but if there is no one
yang boleh be responsible, the answer might be
INDEPENDENT. stand on your own feet.
(:
life is not easy but SIMPLE. semua pun ada choices.
nak atau tak nak je. it depends.
nak buat buat terkejut pun tak boleh gak,
sbb back in highschool pun selalu sgt
bnyk crisis dgn principle lah, pakcik bus lah.
&& mostly teachers (esp. y too concern pasal results)
so, bila dah kat college ni,
it happens and, things just running in circle.
kalau fikir betul betul, nampak unik, INDAH!
:DD and oh,
esok lari lagi laju daripada semalam okay? (:
semua pun mula dari bawah. life pun (:
the more you sweat, the more you look hot.
oh tak tak, the more you gain ;DD
hakuna matata


thank you

I can't simply explain what I feel.
I can't simply tell you I'm in deep cut.
I can't simply tell you that I'm down.
but i do seriously want to ask you this one thing.
I'm wondering how do you do that thing you do?
keeping my heart beating the same rhythm with yours,
for your concern and understanding.
thank you is not enough.
Shall I say, you can keep my heart safely.
yes, safely and till my heart stops beating.
:D hakuna matata.


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

painfool



there is no such word called


PAIN


hakuna matata

top of the world

Ku Katakan Dengan indah by yuna

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri.

i fall for you,
hardly. seriously.
(:

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

shit

call me overreact,
I DONT CARE A SHIT.
I'll out run whatever it takes.
I BELIEVE I CAN.

hakuna matata.

Monday, July 19, 2010

commitSUICIDEment


kau nampak combination word tu?
tu maksud nyaa commitment tu kalau
kau tak boleh follow.
sumpah suicidal nama nyaa.
umur meningkat dewasa.
kau kene tahu pilihan y terbaik
untuk diri sendiri.
ikut kata akal, selari dgn hati,
sama sama dgn nafsu.
nafsu kat sini aku panggil passion.
pilih antara class dan bilik tidur.
pilih antara wakeup study malam dan clubbing.
pilih antara rest time dgn minum todi.
ikut kau.
dewasa maksud nyaa matang.
matang tu apa?
g wiki lah, aku bukan dictionary kau.
hahah.
kalau kau stress,
buat apa y kau suka
apa y boleh bagi kau PUAS HATI.
faham kan?
:DD hakuna matata semua ni weyh.
(:
"aku nak lari lagi laju dari hari semalam!"
JANJI

tak semudah kau rasa

hoi. hari ni aku nak jadi tin kosong.
cakap tak ada material.
kau nak dengar, terus baca.
tak nak, boleh proceed, blah!
kau tahu macam mana mak bapak kau susah
cari duit? mcm mana kerja
nak sekolah kan anak anak?
and kau pakai habis sental semua duit
diorg. tak guna punya anak.
kecik kecik tak nak mati,
dah besar susah kan org.
kau pernah dengar org ckp,
sekali kau jahat, nanti anak anak
kau berganda jahat nya?
dan oh, kalau kau jahat gila,
bermaksud mak bapak kau dulu jahat
tak guna akal lah kan?
betul ke tu weh?
kau asik tgk part anak je,
bila part mak bapak
semua benda tak kira masam, busuk,
semua jadi BAIK!
bapak kau ada perempuan simpanan?
KAU TAK BOLEH CAKAP DIA JAHAT
SEBAB DIA BESAR KAN KAU,
BAGI KAU MAKAN PAKAI BAGAI!
aku tak nampak mana ke-fair-an nyaa
kat situ.
tapi mampus lah, mak bapak kau
mmg ada loyalty untuk itu semua.
sudah! jgn nak cakap bnyk lagi.
tapi kalau kau fikir balik,
kau pernah tak dengar
jangan salah kan ibu mengandung?
haha, sekali lagi parents menang,
bahagia tak?
kau anak, belum tahu lagi apa
perasaan jadi diorg weh.
nanti dah berkeluarga sendiri.
PANDAI LAH KAU NAK CORAKKAN
KELUARGA KAU MCM MANA.
mesti kau ada fikir,
nak family much much more better dari apa
kau ada sekarang.
MUDAH ke?
tak apa, yakin, nawaitu kene betul
boleh punya.
hakuna matata.

the 7th JB arts festival



tak plan pun nak gerak sini.
BSI. bangunan sultan ibrahim.
the live band was fantastic.
okay lah. overall, performances
semuaa best kut.
rugi tak turun ;D
hakuna matata

Friday, July 16, 2010

hardly breath

you better change ur
relationship status to
"in a relationship" with me.

I dont see any point of doing
that kind of stuff.
It's more than ENOUGH knowing
that we fall for each other.
We truly, madly, deeply in love
with each other.
What else u want
besides trustworthy and sincerity ?
I want nothing.
having you is enough.
and yes,
i'll be there as long as you need me.
Take me as I am, hunnyBee.
hunny, you like sweetness to my soul
and bee, you killing me
with your affection.
hakuna matata.
lazy fat hunnybee, yes that's you :PP

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

anyTHON

semua dah start.
focus,
determination,
dedication,
semua lah.
isnin fav day.basically
sbb no class at all.
:DD
petang, time aku
passion kau tahu?
bila masa aku rasa
boleh LARI
DARI SEMUA
MASALAH,
aku rasa masa berlari je.
lagi laju kau lari,
jauh kau tinggal
semua problem.
sbb tu aku pilih
larian jarak berbatu jauh.
sbb itu passion.
aku paling suka bila part
sweating.
sumpah best.
:DD
oh lupa, class mmg
SUMPAH
BEST.
overall, semua best doh.
and, hunnyBee,
i heart youu.
;DD
eh gila, kalau busy bagi tahu.
faham lah busy menggila dia tu.
haha.
aku sayang kau weh. ;D
hakuna matata.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

3D

today's lesson:
3D
1.discipline
2.determination
3.dedication

as simple as that.
boleh guna kat semua.
sports, life,
relationship.
hakuna matata.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

syan syan syan


I've made this myself.
please come to jb,
and amik bwk balik s.alam
;DD
selamat hari tua yang.
*hugs and kiss*

Friday, July 9, 2010

hunnyBee


yes I went away.
but it doesn't mean that I forgetting you.
I came back.
I was lost. I was wrong.
sorry for letting you down past year.
and yes,
sorry doesn't mean a thing.
so, I guess if sorry not enough for you,
I'll tied you in my heart. FOREVER.
it's a deal HunnyBee.
hakuna matata.

Friday, July 2, 2010

ni sketsa dia

dude,
kene batang hidung kau balik ke?
;DD
Threw the blame back and forth?
.style lah kau.
caci org mmg sedap weh,
sendiri kene balik tu.
lagi sedap kot,
sini aku tolong senyum.
sabar ehh, kau pun pernah lupa value of friendship kot. (:


chill doh.
hari ni hari aku,
esok kau,
lusa dia.
hakuna matata lah wey.
jgn cakap org haram jadah wey,
tak elok

I enjoy being a girl.





"Better a split personality than no personality at all"
- fashion designer of all time.
;DD
hakuna matata

cakap selagi ada suara.

cakap semua kau nak cakap.
bagi semuaa habis keluar.
kutuk, caci maki semuaa benda.
sila kann.
apa buat rasa kau puas hati.
bahagia.
teruskan bercakap.
bermadah selagi ada mulut.
sental semua, bagi kau lapang dada.
puas hati dah?
bagus lah.
tarik nafas dalam dalam.
*iye aku faham manusia ni bnyk ragam*
kau dah bahagia kan?
baguslah.
seantero duniaa dah tahu.
teruskan bercakap.
comel gila kut. ;)
*SENYUM :DD
enough weh.
ckp bahasa sendiri,
mcm mana org lain nak faham?
:DD

There are people who will give their opinions
But tell me what do they know ?
terpulang lah kat individu masing masing
kau corak life kau.
cool lah.
life ni simple bhaii. ;D
tak de hal lah (:
biasa lah tu kene pangkah.
baru stylee beb. baru life.
kau punya life plain?
haha. sumpah bosan.
;D

Thursday, July 1, 2010

sweetest surrender

I woke up this morning.
you weren't there beside me.
I fear it most, knowing that I'm all by my own.
sat on bed, praying that you'll come back.
as time passed by, I knew that;
I'm just drowning in my hopes.
struggling to surrender is never to be my inner crisis.
for your happiness, I'm letting you go.
with all my heart, soul, mind and body.



"I would give it all,
&
I would sacrifice"
I wont fight.
as I was not born
to be a fighter.
I only fight for certain things,
things that I think
worth fighting and dying for.
HAKUNA MATATA

buang masa kau, aku je lah !

aku cakap ini, ini lah,
aku cakap itu, itu lah.
kalau kau pusing sikit,
sumpah aku tak faham.
ayat kau bukan bernombor
kalau nombor, itu aku boleh consider.
cantik turutan nya,
hukum hakam nya.
benda yang mmg dah siap.
dah ada undang undang.
fikiran tak perlu runsing.
malang sangat,
madah kau itu berbentuk
padanan beberapa huruf huruf
buat aku mual nak faham,
buat aku pening nak mengerti.
kau boleh cakap terus,
tak perlu kias kias,
buang masa tenaga air dalam mulut.
aku fahaman yang jelas. nyata.
kalau aku salah,
tolong pimpin lah,
bukan terusan bercakap
macam tin kosong kena tendang tendang
dengan aku.
kau mengerti?


enough lah weh bercakap
bahasa kau.
sumpah rasa nak tendang
laju laju. pftt.