Friday, September 30, 2011

ini soal hidup

cerita ini bukan karangan
cerita ini semua kebenaran
pernah dengar bapak romen anak?
itu bukan hal besar dunia.
pernah dengar suami pukul
bantai isteri anak anak sampai koma?
ini pun bukan kisah dunia besaran.
pernah dengar si bapa ada perempuan lain
selain si ibu?
even ini pun perkara remeh.
pernah dengar si suami sembunyi perkahwinan
kedua ketiga dari isteri pertama?
ini malah sekelumit masalah.
pernah dengar si isteri beromen lelaki lain
atas sebab suami tak sedap goncang nya?
ini juga hal biasa biasa terdengar.
bukan ini semua isu yang aku mahu dendang kan
bukan ini hal hal mahu diperbincang.
perkara akar nya, yang tidak tercapai
dek akal tu semua boleh jadi masuk akal.
aku bersyukur tak merasa duduk bawah
tempurung, bila dengar kisah kisah ini,
tak ada lah perlu terbeliak mata
tak perlu lah nak membuat muka pelik
juga tak perlu nak mengkritik lebih lebih.
tenang dan mengucap sudah memadai.
tak perlu perbesar masalah.
ini hidup, ini life.
kalau orang putih tu kata,
life as we know it :)

no promises

I can't count on anybody
I can't hold on to promises
I'm afraid of loosing
things in my life.
because being a person
like me that do things with all
my heart and soul is really sucks.




the only thing
I'm afraid of
making promises
is that you'll break my heart



have you got that soul?



what you need is that pretty smile
to carry around and attracting
everyone around you :)
It's not attention seeker,



it's a sense of humor and
pretty soul inside.



someone like you

I saw a picture of you with her.
you look pretty happy.
a lot more happier, really.
I wish you the best for everything.
love life especially where I'm sucks at.
have a great life btw :)


p/s: I'll find someone like you, later :)

kawan sampai mati :B

If I were given a chance
to choose between friends and lover
I would rather go for friends.
because I don't think lover is necessary
it's more likely that
he'll be just a burden for you.
there's a time you need to be fair
when or how to be with either your
friends and your lover.
Did you find it irritating to text
while chilling with all your friends?
I do. always did. yup.
Because at times, I learned that
everyone needs sometimes for themselves.
and lessons taught me things.
another thing that makes me realize
how friendship is precious, is that
you'll have no worries to talk about
stuffs (anything) with you bestie.
and you'll laugh out loud together to find
that each other is very irritating annoying and lunatic.
isn't that fun? :)
I may not a perfect friend,
I may have flaws, broke promises I've made
and such things.
but I am pretty sure that
I'll do anything in my power
just to be with my besties.

you know who you are, really -..-



Friday, September 23, 2011

fooling around

moving on is not that easy
after all. they said all you need
is time to heal and to forget
the past. life is not that easy.
you have your heart, you give it
to others and finally they break your heart.
sound pathetic enough roight?
love is about finding the most
comfortable person to be around with.
love is not something you can
be playing around with.
:)

I have a rommate

I own a very pretty
and handsome (dia pun confuse gender)
lionhead goldfish.
baby goldie,
I'll do anything for you baby goldie :)
switching off the lights when u want to sleep,
do frequent water changes for u
or even I would buy u an expensive
drinking water with O2. (serious talking)
do a lot of reading about goldfish care.
and etc etc.
jgn mati cepat nanti aku sedih tak boleh
pergi study *alasan macam kimak
haha. tak apa lah,
focus kat kau, develop rasaa sayangg
and treat kau nicelyy okay
baby goldie? alololo. meh cium sikit. muah muah.
dah. esok class at 8.
noight mates ;)


Wednesday, September 21, 2011

love




please don't fall
in love with me
I'm begging



Mike Posner "The Scientist" (Coldplay cover) (produced by Mike Posner)



awesome.


Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Sunday, September 18, 2011

flashback

those flashbacks suck
a million times really

dorm-room

Did I mentioned about getting
a single person dorm room?
it turns out to be
a lonely and boring dorm room
and every single night just killing me
and yes I hate it.
I seriously need to groom my room
very soon so that it'll be the nicest
place to be in the university.
lord, have mercy.
I feel insecure when I'm alone.
:(

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

kienna ini untuk awak :(

kiena
kita dengar pasal awak eksiden
tapi masa kita nak cakap sorry to hear that
too many people around saying the same
to you. kita tak nak sebuk sebuk time
ramai orang approached awak
kita rasa kita kawan paling jahat sebab
buat buat tak endah pasal awak
kita minta maaf banyak banyak.
kita tahu reason tu tak valid
tapi percayalah kita ada banyak
benda jugak kene deal dalam life.
apa yang kita tahu kita doakan
awak selamat sentiasa.
kita care pasal awak tau. kita sayang awak.
kienna, jangan nakal nakal
kita bersyukur sangat awak selamat masa eksiden tu.
kita tak ucap selamat hari raya
kita tak tegur awak lamaa sebab kita
sedih tengok awak sedih. kita tak nak
awak tahu kita sedih samaa.
kienna, kita rindu awak.

p/s: tak boleh keep u around apa yang kita tahu kita tied awak dalam hati.
hidup banyak dugaan. I love you so much <3

I am a weak person I do know nothing




all I know is
be nice to everybody,
at the end of the time
god will repay you
for your good deeds.
being sincere in life is the best way



Sunday, September 11, 2011

no sweat.



macam mana nak
ada jodoh dengan aku?
kau pun dah ada orang lain.
alahai. forever alone ah camni.
I try hard to get used with it (:
no sweat. ohyeah.


Saturday, September 10, 2011

girlfriend. the sweetest one

alololo.
your previous comments
making me touched bb.
yeah. really wish
last time you and nini were here.
together with edad and me twins haa.
tak apa. bet cherating
must be fun :)
I'll make it god's will okay?
miss you guys much :)


p/s: uitm pun aku rindu.alahai .__.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

I would like to be your friend forever :)




"The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end."
-- Robert Alan



friends are forever

I'm writing this post while
trying to hold the tears from
falling thru my cheek.
alahai.
I missed my friends. they came
on the 6th and 7th september.
from kuala lumpur.
good friends of mine


amal yana muzz and mack

esah

haaa. totally happy they came.
even I keep on saying glad they
came. haha. emo pulak.
those things that I wished korg ingat
is that kentut sambung menyambung
malam nak tidur, sharing laughter,
lepak seaside. and loads more.
oh tak lupa gosips sepanjang jalan
sampai yana sakit tekak asik bergosip je
HAHAH.
sumpah rindu korang. and again
thanks for cominggg :)

p/s: I can't keep you guys around
but I can hold you guys in my heart :)

Sunday, September 4, 2011

ini bukan soal easy come easy go


"Did i make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?"


It's not about how easy someone can walk in or out from your life.
It's about how much you are willing to share your love
with everyone around you.
It's about the time of your life where you make use of it to the fullest
by appreciating everyone that showed up in your life.
it's not about easy come easy go,
it's about choosing the right person in your life
to be spending your whole life with.
It's not about being flirty it's about soul. your inner soul.
the willingness for you to make that particular person
smile and cry while they are with you.
It's about the fishes in the water
where you can make the best of it choosing.
It's not about lust, it's about how passionate that person
can be while he/she with you.
It's not about short term relation, it's all about
the long term relationship investment.
It is always about meeting the wrong guy
before you met the perfect guy.

aku bukan pujangga
aku bukan kasanova
aku bukan si kaki cinta
aku cuma menghargai
setiap insan yang hadir
dalam diri aku
yang pernah buat aku
rasa bahagia, rasa duka
walaupun sedetik masa.
bukan easy come, easy go.
aku insan yang penuh
dengan perasaan
emosi dan simpati.
(: aku bukan sempurna

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Almost Lover Lyrics



gerry I mean this for you.
I like you still :)
take care there.

stupid faces

with those stupid faces
I've made.
who's gonna likes me anyway?
haha. silly me.
forever alone.
and I don't mind. HAHA

marriage :O

you probably won't read
my blog.
well, me too,
I don't think
I wanna get married :/

I am a boy




I wish I were born
as a boy.
seriously. no funny.



Thursday, September 1, 2011

i don't mind. really

keep hurting me.
and when you have had
enough with it
then, just leave me.
I don't mind :)

there's no such word called love




I trust no one.
I believe everyone is a liar
and no one is perfect indeed.
true love or whatever love
does not exist.



perfect is so not me

I tak perfect kan.
told you.
tak apa lah.
you have a good life.
words broken.
get used with that.
:(