Sunday, April 15, 2012

I am so tired

that particular moment when you
are physically not fit and lethargic.
Being in a state of physically not fit
was the most fucked up feelings you
ever felt. seriously.
I wasn't telling you that you are not busy
with your life, but trust me,
my life schedule is twice packed than yours,
I have no time to rest
like having a real good rest.
It is just me with busy life and I'm 'ok'
that way. thou I am not.
working has its own pressure
When study you've been dealing with
stress mentally while working you have to
deal with physical stress
being a student given so much advantage
because you can still go out with frens
chilling having fun eventhou your
mind is tiring much.
but when your physical alarmed
that you are freaking tired, you can't do anything,
you can't think straight.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

baby hear me out

I own nothing but a great heart and soul.

I want you to change nothing

I did not always talk about you
I did not always tell sweet things to you.
It is just me that being sweet and
do things that I think worth doing
for the sake of our relationship.
you are the best indeed.
perfection is something you could
taste and feel from the bottom of your heart.
you've seen my tantrums, my impatience and my flaws.
I am not perfect thou I'm doing all my best
to be the best for you.
when you asked me is there anything
about you I would like you to change,
there is not a single thing I want
you to change,
if you're change I'm not loving you
of who you are. I love you
for what you are indeed.
I had once was a failure to you.
sorry I didn't mean to.
sayang, I couldn't count how many days
we were together but all I know is that
we've been together for quite a long time.
for all those happy moments
we spent together,
picnic at the gardens, sitting by the jetty,
watching sunrise, talk craps,
staring each others, your birthday celebration,
there are so many to be remembered.
and I treasure all those great time we had together.
there is nothing about you I would like
you to change. just be yourself.
you are none compare to others.
you are one unique and beautiful soul that ever alive.
I love you. thanks for every single thing.