Saturday, June 26, 2010

ini mmg freaking cool ;D


haha,
satu kelas je bhai.
tak payah pening kepala.



YEAR 1 SEMESTER I
SGS 1512 Introduction to Space Science
SGS 1523 Surveying & Mapping I
SGS 1633 Remote Sensing Technology I
SGS 1542 Oceanography & Physical Geography
ULT 1022 Tamadun Asia & Islam I
UHS 1152 Hubungan Etnik
Total credit: 14 hrs


ENOUGH.
;DD
excite kot.

pressure is my pleasure (:

"seems like you will do good in this field.
very2 interesting. its a sub division of particle physiques
if I am not very much mistaken.
work hard and enjoy the second phase of your university life.
with new faces and different environment.
show the world your smile and galore of smiles and laughter."

peace.

There is no doubt trusting your own self.
Others just know you CAN DO IT.
Why don't you?
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.
your thoughts determine your future.
ENOUGH.
btw, thanks sir.
millions. ;DD

Friday, June 25, 2010

list of all the stuff.

" A lot of poeple are afraid to say what they want.
That's why they don't get what they want."
- Madonna (singer, actor)

1. Studies *will always ace my exams
2. Basketball *stuff that takes my breath away
3. Gym *I want my fitness level and nice body figure
4. Friends *I have lots of awesome friends
5. Movies *okayy, looking foward to watch 'Remember Me' movie.
6. Fashion *will keep updated with this babe
7. Vacation *waiting for the next vac. ;D
8. Eating disorder *balance diet (;
9. Love *haha. this is unlimited stuff. ;D

really need class to start
fucking early.
because there is so much of good things
I want to deal ;DD
organizing time is really damn important.
ENOUGH.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

bed of books

kalau habit org baca novel bagai.
habit aku pulak tido dgn buku.
haha. since kecik kut.
baru baru ni, aku ada boyfie baru.
nama dia paul.
tak tak, siapa y tahu, habit aku
selalu bagi nama kat things y aku syg.
haha. paul tu dia kaler biru.
nak pggl blue, blue dah ada. :D
so, bg nama dia paul.
basically tak habis lg baca.
haha. nanti dah masuk belajar balik
busy lah, tp still cari masa nak
berdua dua an dgn paul. haha.


pstt, cari apa y boleh
buat kau passionate about.
and oh, kau, haha.
jumpa balik lah
weyy, nanti.
mula2 mmg aku rasa pftt.
tapi nak buat mcm mana,
tu lah, WE PLAN GOD DECIDE.
tak mati pun kot sama course.
;DDD
and hai hello becoming classmate.
you can call me anies.
oh lord.no,
faez sudah. cool kot. haha.
ye aku FAEZ.
namaa lelaki? haha.
heran pulak aku? *muka tak tahu*
cakap apa kau nak :)
ENOUGH talking?
thank you. (:

bukan, bukan aku lah. bukan kau pun,

baguslah kalau semua dah berjalan lancar.
semua ada hidup masing masing.
semua dah tak harap sama lain.
semua boleh fikir apa keperluan sendiri.
semua buat masa ni boleh jadi org
yang paling pentingkan diri.
dan oh, bukan nak nasihat bagai
tapi kau tahu, hidup tak boleh selalu
bergantung harap pada orang lain.
cukuplah kau percaya
pada diri kau. jgn manja sgt.
jadi kuat sikit, berdikari,
diri atas kaki sendiri.
mungkin maksud kau perlukan perhatian. (:
oh, tak apa, bagi diri kau sendiri perhatian
sepenuhnya dulu.
apa yang kurang, lengkap kan,
apa yang serong, tegakkan.
oh btw, ayat : "you WERE the one who make me smile"
kau masih terngiang.
aku pelik kenapa.
lagi nak pertikai siapa heartbreaker skrg?
haha. biarlah,
satu hari nnt mungkin dia hilang.
bukan nak ckp aku hidup selubung dgn kenangan,
mampuslah kau nak ckp apa.
cuma harap semua tu buat pengajaran.
hidup jadi org tak secure mcm aku ni susah.
sikit sikit rasa mcm mcm pelik pelik yang tak best.
bukan alasan bulat atas nama perempuan,
cuma itu habit. yes, dan itu lah aku cuba kurangkan.
bukan cuba, aku tahu aku mampu. (:
haha. tapi buat masa sekarang hidup aku lagi
aman bergantung pada diri sendiri.
aku tahu diri aku tak pernah betray aku.
aku tahu semua isi hati diri aku,
aku boleh baca dia. (:
sudah lah kan. semua dah berlalu.
bukak cerita baru. masing masing semakin matang.
hidup perlu sikit pengorbanan.
baru stylee ;DD
haha.
hakuna matata tahu?
ENOUGH

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

honesthought

I feel good and glad
someone can treat you
much more better than me.
wishing all the happiness
and may forever exist.
:D

hakuna matata.
hold his tight to ur heart.
seriously. (:
.enuf.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

ask me nothing

REMOTE SENSING is the BACKBONE of the SPACE PROGRAM.

Remote Sensing in the most generally accepted meaning, refers to instrument-based techniques employed in the acquisition and measurement of spatially organized (most commonly, geographically distributed) data/information on some property(ies) (spectral; spatial; physical) of an array of target points (pixels) within the sensed scene that correspond to features, objects, and materials.
Doing this, by applying one or more recording devices not in physical, intimate contact with the item(s) under surveillance (thus at a finite distance from the observed target, in which the spatial arrangement is preserved); techniques involve amassing knowledge pertinent to the sensed scene (target) by;
utilizing electromagnetic radiation, force fields, or acoustic energy sensed by recording cameras, radiometers and scanners, lasers, radio frequency receivers, radar systems, sonar, thermal devices, sound detectors, seismographs, magnetometers, gravimeters, scintillometers, and other instruments.


SUMPAH COOL.
jatuh hati.
<3
seriously, chups chups.
*excited*
haha, enough :DD

Shout it from the roof top

someday, somehow
we got
to accept
everything.
expect, accept, allow.
let go things that doesn't
belong to you.
hakuna matata
means no worries.
enough.
:D

Sunday, June 20, 2010

sanaaa tu lah, mana lagi bhai. :D

kau dengar sini,
intention aku pergi sana
nak ceduk ilmu banyak mana
aku boleh dapat.
focus aku dekat petak.
fikir aku bukan nak
cari siapa siapa.
bukan nak buang masa.
kawan, kawan lah.
tapi dekat aku dgn parents
lagi secure.
aku fikir lurus,
malas nak simpang simpang.
dan kau?
boleh jalan kalau
ada masalah dgn aku.
terima kasih.
hakuna matata.
had ENOUGH
:D
I like myself the way I am

Saturday, June 19, 2010

bash bash

staff 1: hey kenapa masuk kerja suka suka timing?
staff 2: buat mata, jeling jeling muka jaki.
dia: semalam kan dah ckp nak masuk syif noon? lagi pun mlm ni tak jadi event, so tukar esok lah that timetable.
staff 1: kau tahu tak bos tadi marah2, kita 2 org full timer dtg lambat, dgn kau lagi tak ada. lupa ke hari ni weekends? ramai org?
dia: masalah nya dah inform semalam. salah siapa dtg lambat? oh, i lah y salah. ( dlm hati; "dia punya hal, aku pulak kene. pft." )
staff 2: pandang jeling jeling muka menyampah.
dia: (pergi tuju kat staff 2) im so sorry, i didnt mean it nak dtg lambat. btw, u put the syif earlier tulis noon rite? so, i ikut je lah. lagi pun i mintak balik awal if i jadi buat dinner tonite. so, since tak jadi, esok lah tuka jadual nya dgn hari ni.
staff 2: senyap, tarik muka, buat tak tahu.
staff 1: adik dah lah tu, org tga marah, biarlah dia cool down dulu. rileks.
dia: tsk. tak syok lah marah marah. iyelah, semua salah i. :(
staff 1: (kelua store lepas habis jahit seluar) adik, kakak panggil dalam sanaa.
dia: iyee kakak?
staff 2: ni jahit sendiri. bila nak pandai? asik mintak tolong kitaorg je. nada marah*
dia: nanti senget senget mcm mana kakak?
staff 2: alah, bukak lah balik, sampai sepuluh berjuta lemon kali pun tak apa.
dia: *sigh* iyelah, (buat muka, amik benang, mata berkaca)
staff 2: alolololo, sayang adik kakak. kitaorg gurau je lah. :DDD jgn nages. (hug hug)
HAPPY BECOMING BIRTHDAYY!!
dia: (dlm hati, "oh shit, aku kene prank") kakak ni jahat lah. sambil peluk mata berair air.


haha,
sepanjang si dia
hidup tu,
ni prank birthday
paling sakit jiwa.
haih haih.
muka je mcm keras,
hati tisuue lah kau, dia.
:$ haha.
ENOUGH

The Tony Rich Project - Nobody Knows



I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

hakuna matata.:D

partners in crime

kalau tak boleh
tunai semua janji kau
aku mintak tolong
lain kali jangan berjanji
atau pun
BERI HARAPAN.
even harapan sebesar kuman.
sakit tahu?
haha.
ni masalah kau lah
hakuna matata.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

don't u dare close your eyes





1. buat entry berterima kasih sebab dapat AWARD ni.

omg cik ziqa, thanks sgt. ;DD ish ish, speechless. ehee. award ni cik ziqa bagi. :') thanks. and thanks. hehe. kepada hakuna matata, as much as necessary, teruskan usaha. buat cik ziqa, blog u i follow selalu, n yes life is an entertainment. ;DD

2. berikan kepada 10 / 20 / 30 orang rakan anda tentang award ini.

list:
1.syan
2.taty
3.edad
4.plankton
5.tikapad
6.kgib
7.far-z
8.siapa2
9.awak
10.dia
haha. boleh je amik. letak kat blog sendiri, ckp i bagi. ;DD
honestly, semua ada karya tersendiri and nilai intresting tu semuaaa blog ada.
whut important most, genuine. ;DD
haha, sini pulak nak bagi speech. LOL. *sory cik ziqa*. ;DD lari soalan. hehe

3. ceritakan 7 perkara tentang diri anda.

- Loyalty; yes in relationship.
- Dependable; i can keep ur secrets safely. trust me
- Caring; love to hear other's and judge by my point of view; teach me the value of life.
- Adaptable; new friends? nice to meet you. *shake hands.
- Moody; yup2.mood swings. if ever u see me moody, hug me tightly. because studies shown that by hugging, our body can produce hormone that balance our mood. ;DD
- Oversensitive; haha. hati tisu. yea yeaa. wtv. ;PP
- Self-absorbed; "Expect, allow and accept."

hakuna matata.
ENOUGH. ;DD

dark sex is the another addiction besides cigarette

current mood:
.fine dark chocolate.
Align Center.high intensity of cocoa.
.the darker
the bitter
the better.
.addiction.
green tea comes next.
the aroma.
scented candles
brighten my gloomy night.
;DD
hakuna matata
:D

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

rock princess

enough (:

faber drive telling you, when im with you

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change
Cause I'm coming back
To show you that I'm keep the promise I made

When I'm with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

Yeah, when I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

:D hakuna matata

Monday, June 14, 2010

Fisherman arrested for using wife as shark bait

kalau kau kerja dan jadi bos nanti,
bila staff tny,
"bos, siapaa u pny favourite staff ehh?"
seelok nya, jgn ckp sbb kau akan timbulkan
rasa iri hati si pekerja2.
dan kalau si staff y bertanya itu bersikap terbuka
dan mahu mencari kelemahan diri sendiri.
why not? (:
belajar ambil tahu sedikit sikap pekerja kau.
sbb kat sini hati org mmg tak boleh baca.

kalau kau jadi isteri org nanti,
bila kala malam sebelum tidur
pasti si isteri hny mahukan ciuman mesra
di dahi atau di pipi. bukan minta lebih.
cuma ingin dihargai. dan jika kau lelaki
y konon nya tidak romantik.
belajar-belajar lah. tak rugi tahu?
sbb kat sini si wanita mahukan penghargaan,
si jejaka mahukan segala.

kalau kau jadi bapa nanti.
tunjuk kan anak kau teladan y baik.
usap kepala dia setiap mlm katakan
berikan y terbaik dlm hidup kau, anak.
kasih sayang yang tak dapat diungkap,
pasti buat anak sedikit mengeluh.
selami hati anak, dengar kan pandangan mereka,
berkata dgn lembut.
persekitaran dia lah yang menentukan diri nya dewasa kelak.

kalau kau dapat capai cita-cita kau nanti,
jgn lupa ibu di kampung,
bapa yang membanting tulang besar kan kau.
jgn sombong, jgn bongkak, jgn takbur.
hidup bersederhana lah.
dunia ini singgahan sementara.
apa kau mampu all out, kau buat lah.
ingat, nawaitu semua kerana Tuhan yang Maha Esa.

ohh,
meningkat dewasa
umur bukan penghalang.
minda jadi pegangan.
nafsu elak pembaziran.
akal fikir yang penting.
usah hirau semua perkara remeh.
ini dunia kau, KAU YANG CORAK.
bukan org lain.
hakuna matata
ENOUGH (:

blessing in disguise



me: hello sarah, we haven't chat for like forever? (:
sarah: yes, i barely see you around too. how are you been doing?

me: Im doing great. and how are you? again, u making that sad face, what's up babe?
sarah: ohhh, nothing. im doin just fine. *fake smile

me: i know when u fake that fake smile u make. (: so, care to share sweetie?
sarah: hmm, nothing much. small matter, and guess anything can be solved rite?

me: yeahhh. sure. life is not easy but simple. (: choices. its all about making the right choice.
sarah: agree much honey bee. and im kindda in that situation.

me: what about this time? love life? again? hahahah
sarah: nayyy, im not thinking much bout love life. let it be. haha. Im taking my time to love myself. you know what, i haven't been in love so much with myself for awhile. so, I decided this precious moment that i have, to appreciate it much. pampering myself. haha. sounds gay ayy?

me: hahah. exactly. gay mode aren't you? haha. but heyy, there is nothing wrong to love yourself.doing anything you want. giving urself priority in everything. letting yourself do whatever you want to do. nothing much to worry. and hakuna matata, for sure. (:
sarah: ;DD thanks for the care darl.

me: i tell you what, my wise friend once said, "hey, stop thinking about all craps that people talking about you, let them be. they not you" isn't? be who ever you want to be.
sarah: hmm, (: this is not a problem, but im kindda sick answering others question bout my personalities. it's not that im having double personalities. i just simply comfortable being both rockstar or sweetie.so, why are they cant accept it? ermm.. most probably, because they can't accept what they don't believe. isn't it?

me: let them be. *BIG HUGG*
sarah: Sometimes i wonder how it would be like to be normal? Maybe it might be boring. i like myself the way i am, and if no one can accept that
then that's their problem. i might just be okay. :)

me: yes. exactly. dont waste your time waiting and looking for someone who cant accept you, yourself. let it be. i think there is nothing wrong with being unique.
(:
sarah: *wipe tears* (hugging me tightly)

awww~
i miss your bear hugss.
seriously, i do.
ENOUGH. ;DD

Saturday, June 12, 2010

scented candles

sleeping with the smell of scented candle burning,
love song tracks, a cold room,
and with satin nightgown,
making your morning a bliss.
had a most beautiful night.
nice and sweet dreams,
making me dont want to wake up.
but there is one thing I know for sure.
there is one out of 2 choices i need to choose,
either continue sleeping and keep on dreaming,
or wake up and chase that dream.
so, i decided to wake up.
*ohoh, and since i have a lot of stuff to do*
haha. okayy, good morning sunshine.
u brighten my day.
I LOVE YOU. ;DD



ENOUGH.
today gonna be a nice day. (:
i bet cha.

Who - Five O'Clock Heroes feat. Agyness Deyn



suaraa pun best.
:DD
enough.

masculine and feminine.

haih haih,
aku suka kau lah agyness deyn
suka gila tahu tak?
hahah.
eh, kau apa pandang?
suka lah mmg muka aku masculine sikit.
tapi hati anggota bdn semua female lah.
haha. iyee, aku mmg ada dua2 traits.
bukan double personalities, cuma can
be either pretty masculine or nice feminine.
ohh, aku tak mintak mcm tu.
tuhan kurnia, accept je lah.
cool kut. kau ada? ;DD
ENOUGH.
hakuna matata.
cakap lah apa suka kau.
(:

Thursday, June 10, 2010

school holiday vac. pft.

haha. tak ada apa2 menarik.
but i missed the polar bear show.
tsk :'(
ENOUGH
and ohh, tga sale.
habis maasaa kat zoo je. LOL

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

this why I call school sucks



tak perlu sebut aku sekolah mana,
kampungan je. sekolah pondok dulu. haha
haihh, bila sekolah rasa menyampah.
menyumpah nyumpah. benci lah, penjara lah.
memberontak bagai lah. mcm mcm.
bila dah habis. tup tup miss gila macam apa je kat sekolah.
tu lahh, aku dah ckp dah, org ni tak pernah appreciate apa dia ada
at that particular time.
tak pernah bersyukur, lebih kurang lah.
aku mmg samseng sekolah dulu,
cakap pukul org mmg hobi.
haha. padahal aku tak pernah buli juniors.
*haha, tak pernah tu bunyi cam pelik.*
bukan tak pernah, aku malas nak amik tahu hal orang.
mampos lah, pandai2 hidup kat skola.
bila tua sikit, aku tahu, breaking school laws tu TAK COOL langsung,
haha. maybe sbb dah bosan kut, muda2 rajin sgt.
paling benci cikgu bio aku ckp org tak boleh berubah.
rasa mcm nak hentak kaki dpn dia jalan kelua common room.
nak jerit kuat kuat *ehh, siapa kata org tak bole berubah cikgu?!*
(ni hati pemberontak zaman pra-matang.)
hahah. semua pun ajar aku jadi manusia berguna,
sentuh side sports jap,
aku dlm team sekolah. tak nak ckp team apa. mampos. haha.
junior tgk cam hero lah dulu. haha. *ni semua kenagan owh* hahah.
bukan ni aku nak cerita. hehs. iklan jap. ni,
sana aku belajar frenship is valuable, aku belajar
terima kekalahan bila game and apply dlm life.
aku belajar focus dan tenang bila game, apply dlm life gak.
aku belajar respect coach and refree and apply dlm life
respect semua org yang patut direspect mcm coach n refree tu.
aku belajar yang untuk berjaya, kene practice.
shooting kene aim. aku apply dlm life gak.
aiming apa yang aku rasa boleh kejar untuk hidup bahagia.
dah2, stop mencarut pasal sports.
haha, kalau setakat panjat rooftop car park pengetua tu.
bagi aku lah, aku paling laju. *masa kurus dulu2 lah*
hahah. kalau bagi aku pecah cungkil gym punya tingkap
masuk office gym tu pun bagi aku lahh. pro kot. haha
escape prep tu semua org buat tak yah cite.
lain bagun pagi tgk worlcup semata2 tu lawak gila.
sumpah best, esok cite kat cikgu physics result bola.
dia tny manaa awak tahu faez?
aku gebang ckp, alah pagi tadi sy call bapak saya tanya results.
cerita tak nak berhabuk, siap bole describe mcm mana gol.
haha.mlm turun tgk bola kat common room dgn nozie, gie-gie, nuha. ;DD
paling best sakat classmate dgn cikgu.
mmg terbaik, kau silap lah kecoh kat aku kau admire cikgu tu weyy.
mmg kene bahan hidup2 lah. haha.
tapi, aku habis2 situ je wey, tak mean pun kan aiza kan.
haha.dah say sorry pun. syg kau aiza. LOL ;DD
sentuh bab cikgu,
paling best ni p.yem,
dpn aku jerit maki semuaaa bagai lah
depan org pulak tu. :(
semua dia sebut. aku lah konon paling teruk.
anak dia y memalukan. cikgu, sumpah saya ada sikit terasa dulu.
*maklumlah, hati tisu*
hahaha.tapi paling besar tanda soal aku bagi,
asal kat belakang ckp cam baik gila ehh?
ahaa, ni lah org, bnyk ragam ohh. unik. :)
oh oh, pasal masuk set limaaa add math tu set paling rendah tu,
aisehh, ni mcm sorry sgt kat kwn2 set limaaa.
p.yem tak boleh nak ajar aku, tak boleh boost aku.
aku duk bincang2 dgn dia, so, dia campak aku set last tu.
dia selalu tiup aku semangat ckp aku mmg boleh. ada potential :')
org trust kita? sendiri pun kene lah trust diri sendiri. (:
BELIEVE in yourself that u can do it.
hahaha. and nak ckp jgn lah sekali2 ngumpat cekgu y korg di-ajar
haha. result sumpah teruk nnt. cikgu y tak ngaja korang tak apa.haha
*tak tak, semuaa cikgu tak boleh sebenarnyaa :DD
apa lagi time skolah?
ohh, sports day ada lah sekali sekala nak lari telan panadol.
laju gak lah. hahah. mampos je. tu time muda2 dulu okayy.
sekarang before lari telan sundae cone sebijik. (:
tak ada apa lah, fly fly tu biasaa buat dgn parents lah,
haha. everyweek balik bhai.
ada je lah hal. sampai gado2 dgn warden kadang2.
hahah. aku nak balik, suka hati lah. rumah dekat. haha
haihh, dlm frenship dulu, aku selalu try jadi y terbaik.
hmm, kalau tak jadi tu, myb ada bnyk sbb.
ye lah, hati org bnyk kene jaga.
ery, susah senang aku bnyak dgn kau. THANKS.
:) nak state ramai sgt y sentuh hati aku, tunjuk aku ajar aku pasal kawan.
siapa kawan, siapa lawan.
mcm mn nak let go things easily.
mcm mn nk forgive n forget.
hmm, paling bnyk ubah aku aku rasa en amin owh.
yelah, paling nages meraung2 bila tahu dia kene transfer tuka profession
jadi lecturer. sedih wey, bnyk masa aku habis jumpa consult dinasihat
di tatang bagai minyak masak penuh, gunaa pun tak habis2.
hahha. tahu, dalam hati aku berbilion lemon thanks untuk en.amin. (:
tak tahu mcm mana nak balas jasa.
ohh ohh, aku tahu, nak aku jd insan y terbaik kan?
haha,insyaAllah.
aku pun dah dewasaa ni. dah tua sgt smpai anak sedara ckp mcm 30 tahun,
shit gila. tua sgt tu dik oii. :( hahaha.
hmm, overall sekolah yang suck2 tu pun
aku nak cakap BEST GILA tahu,
sbb aku experience tu semuaa ONCE IN A LIFETIME.
hahah.
kalau kau samseng jalanan sekolah, bnyk lah, y bole di share.
kalau nerdy, cerita mcm ni je,
aku pergi sekolah, jumpa buku je. results gempak. straight A's.
hahah. tahniah wey! haha
dah dah.
ENOUGH lah ni kut.
semua dah jadi kenangan.
aku dah fold semuaa elok2 masuk dlm kotak,
whut past is past.
we live for future.
I love my school. *whispering.
LOL ;DD

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

;DD

i took this one quiz recently.
this is how the result. :DD

Size up your stress style
What your answers mean

You're a formula seeker

You convince yourself that you can reduce the chances of bad things happening by taking certain measures. (If I'm the last one to leave work, I won't get fired.) This response is known as primitive-preventive, and it can set you up for more stress because you're reenforcing your belief that you have control over something you don't. To break your stress habit, ask yourself if taking this step will realistically produce the coveted result. If not, identify what you can do to ensure the desired outcome, if anything. Then practice acceptance of what you cannot control by repeating this mantra: "Expect, allow and accept." Dr. Salcedo explains, "You'll find some peace in expecting that anxiety will come, allowing it to happen and accepting it."


emm, bet you guys can try,
;DD
http://www.self.com/magazine/quizzes/stress_style_quiz/stress_style_quiz?mbid=synd_yahoohlth

indah tu tak semesti bahagia (:

ehh, aku boleh tgk dari jauh je.
dekat sini. duduk diam2.
tgk kau bahagia.
haha.*okayy salah topic*
tak tak, act tgk mcm mcm kerenah orang.
haihh,
serious life ni best.
mcm mcm bentuk ada. mcm mcm ragam ada.
lawak pun ada, sedih pun ada, kesian pun ada.
mix emotions. again. (:
but idc. haha
sukaaa tgk. observe.
yang mintak tolong org, then pijak kepala, lain.
yang bagi hope kat org, touch them where it hurts then simply leave.
yang kene pijak bantai pukul dgn suami.
yang layan mak bapak macam haram.
banyak lah. mostly, semua org selalu sebut,
perkara buruk buruk lah kan..
tak ada nya nak ckp, bnd baik2.
ada org gossips pasal kebaikan org lain?
adaa, but 1 out of ten je lah.
boleh kira. (;
aku nak ckp ni,
dari kaca mata aku y dah ada sikit silau ni lah kann,
life tu mmg tak mudah kawan.
serious tak senang, bnyk turun naik nya..
tapi aku simply believe life ni SIMPLE.
buat apa yang penting, yang bagi kau KEPUASAN penuh.
like wise, bnyk lagi benda sekecil biji sawi
kene kaji dalam2. kene tahu,
ambil tahu.
kau kene faham dalam life ni.
mmg lah simple, tapi choices y
kita buat pun ada baik buruk masa hadapan.
nanti mula lah nak regret.
haihh, God give us some mercy pleasee.
we are those who always forget to thank you.
God tha almighty.

HAKUNA MATATA.
ENOUGH.
;D

Monday, June 7, 2010

Christina Aguilera Beautiful

ignore the adam's part. LOL

hakuna matata.

I killed myself last nite


Dear MR LOVE.
this is my heart speaking.
how are you?
geez, i had a conversation last nite.
kindda meaningful thou. a lot. :D
hmm.
where should i start?
btw,i would like to say sorry for letting you down,
sorry for letting you go.
sorry for two-timing youu.
sorry for the mix emotions i have towards you.
haih, mcm mana nak describe ehh?
i asked my wise fren,
babe, kau okayy tak?
haha, dia replied; aku okayy je lah. wey,
seriously time not healing anything.
and i was like, O.o haa, apa kau cakap?
hee, i got the explaination
and i think basically i hold on to
fact and rasional lah kan.
won't put feelings much in this matter.
sbb emotions sumtimes boleh takeover urself.
don't let emotions control youu.disaster okayy?
for time being, i appreciate much time
that god bagi untuk diri sendiri relaks.
straight to the point,
single means love.
love urself much. (i know it sounds gayy. :D)
but idc. (:
cakap apa kau nak. silakan.
haha. for time being kne focus on urself.
family, and friends. :D main focus babe.
ohh and for urself tu lagi PENTING. important gila yaww.
buat apa yang kau rasa buat kau happy.
dressing up, spa, eating choclate, HANGOUT with frens,
singing out loud, tell ur mom u love her everyday.
hug ur sister. dancing alone in room while the music turn out loud.
anything.
knp penat2 nak fikir pasal partner?
let it be babe, biar je. one day for sure. mesti ada punya.
the one who deserve you the most. (:
tak rugi apa pun. and ohh, lagi kau dpt manja kan diri sendiri skarang.
serious shit.
bagi laluan untuk family n kawan2 jap.
and diri sendiri.
haha. yes, DIRI SENDIRI.
and dear heart, sorry for hurting you much
nowdays. ily seriously.
ily, anyhow, i'll make sure u wont hurt much in future okay?
lets go to the place that so-called pampering yourself pretty
brings out the beauty :)

*let christina aguilera do the talking.
for some low-esteem girls out there.
this is for you. yes you. :D
ENOUGH.
no worries. (:
thanks mizah :)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

novel

cik maddy.
meaningful ehh.
;DD
LIKE sgt.
enuf2 (:

believe

when it comes to the real world
in the sense of growing up.
there is so many things you need to learn.
especially; things that we dont learn in school.
so, besides wasting your time and talk rubbish,
there is nothing wrong to think about future.
seriously, future means nothing if you dont plan well.
and if you're going to say;
"well, come on man it's still long way to go"
It's ur choice anyway.
ur future u choose man :DD
for an example, when it comes to financial,
does ur saving is more than enough to cover up anything as u getting older?
then when we talk about family,
can you build your family as good or even better
as compared to your current family with ur parents?
next will be about education, job, and anything.
plan is just a plan.
anyhow, whut u believe is whut u're going to achieve.
I just simply BELIEVE.


and ohh, have faith.
WE PLAN, GOD DECIDE.always.
so, ada adalah, tak ada tak apa. (:
ENOUGH

movies freak!

nak cover crying while watching movie? esp in cinema? :DD
senang je. here, some tips; (:

1. try reachout ur body
(buat buat menggeliat everytime part sedih)
2. answer call kat handphone
even if no one is calling you :P (ini paling poyo)
3. menguap selalu.mcm every 5 mins.
4. oh everytime background music sedih nak start,
faster, go to toilet.
5. rub ur eyes mcm ada habuk kat kerusi cinema
tu masuk dalam mata.haha
6. buat2 amik barang jatuh, this is the best time
nak bagi tears drop faster.
7. toleh kiri kanan. buat muka cool. :P
8. do not focus on whut is the dialog.
ada org marah, nages, sedih mukaa cantik ke?
haa,tak ke funnny tu? treat it as lawak. so, gelak :DD


pftt.
ENOUGH2,
hakuna matata

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

life is so simple

boleh cakap apa kau mahu.
suka hati lah.
sbb kau tak tahu apa apa.
well. hidup kau pun dah cukup bahagia.
tolong jangan nak bahagia kan hidup orang lain,
diorg tak perlu kan kau,
faham tak?
wake up ! this is life.
not easy but SIMPLE.
no such "complicated" word
listen and get over it.
take things that only make sense. (:
oh and the fake things
are nothing.
empty.
ENOUGH

intresting


being tagged.and now Im sharing,
:DD nicee.
promises were never made to be broken.
i believe in that.
God's will
ENOUGH

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

killing floor

to have someone;
who always remind you about anything,
is to know how much they care about you.
I am only human, the ordinary.
forgive me.
all my wrong doings.

ENOUGH.
:D

meet benny


He took my hand, he asked me to dance.
As I listened to him,
"Dont worry, we'll be fine."
I smiled and stared deeply into his eyes.
Intensely, I saw honesty and faith.
As we dance, his smile never seemed to fade.
When the angels speak,
I felt like being crowned in the comfort of his love.
As we reached the final step, he let go of me hands.
he left and said forget about everything.
To him everything means nothing, shalt be our last dance.
I sat down wiped all agony away.
He carried his oath went away with him
O lord! you took away my life my breath.


:) hakuna matata means no worries.
ENOUGH.