Friday, April 30, 2010
i heart youu :) seriously.
i hope you doing great
with all the pumping stuff.
so, any new hot gossips?
haha. sure you can share with me.
easily hurt and hypersensitive
heartie, its kindda been long time
we didnt have heart-to-heart conversation,
we both, mr.heartie and i trust in karma,
the sortaa whut goes around comes around thingy.
yes.we did right? :D
emm, currently, im happy whut's i've been thru.
i've learnt something,
that hidup kene redah n redha. cool isn't it?
actually i've learnt a lot.
i realized that mr.heartie is abstract,
and lots more. *heart stuffs, fellas. ;DD
something is not right when ur mind,body and soul
are not in the same alignment.
is it true mr.heartie? :D
yupie yup yup.
so for the time being,
how am i dealing with that feeling?
the best is; LET IT BE.
get thru it hunny.
be strong and buat muka tak tahu. :D
tak ada problems that god creates tak boleh solve.
ada cara. bnyk choices nway.
i do believe with time can heal heartache,
however the scar will stay forever.
it's just the scar.
sorry Mr.Heartie, i can't constantly
buat youu happy. :(
i hope you understand.
but no matter how,
i know we're soo in love with each other.
i promise to take care of you,
till ur last beating.
i love youu
Thursday, April 29, 2010
it was seriously funn.
okayy, tolong bayang kan
korang tgk movie
ZOMBIE KAMPUNG PISANG *even aku pun tak pernah tgk cite ni
tapi, in english version "THE CRAZIES"
haha. sumpah lawak weh,
storyline semua samaa, but hero dia je hensem hot.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
janji nak jaga.
janji nak setia.
janji tak nak lepas.
janji sampai mati.
bila dah ada,
awal mmg manis bak madu,
tengah rasa kurang rindu,
akhir cakap; maaf,
tak dpt bersatu.
hati pula disalah,
bukan sengaja menyalah,
cinta, kasih, sayang, itulah,
semua nyaa abstraklah.
sendiri pun tak dapat ungkap,
lagikan hendak bercakap,
akal tak dpt menangkap,
haihh, maaf lah
aku pun tak boleh cakap.
dalam minda hanya satu,
hidup mmg perlu tempuh,
tak kira naik atau turun,
senang mahupun susah.
perasaan itu mmg abstrak,
kadang tak terkawal,
tak mahu bermadah lagi,
khuatir kata seerti khilaf.
pasti kau nakkan dongeng,
pasti kau mahu indah belaka,
kalau ikut kata hati;mati,
kau ikut lah rasa benak akal,
fikiran, tak lupa perasaan.
ehhh, suka aku ingat kan,
apa lah hidup tanpa masalah?
*cari apa yang buat kau rasa lapang sekarang* :D
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
still.in the stage of learning.
new faces, colourful humankind.
NICEE. simply nice. ;DD
GOD knows whut best for youu.
whut suit you the most.
whut you are.
thats why GOD create us;
DIFFERENT from each other.
there must be a reason.
oh LORD the ALMIGHTY.
thanks for everything.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
dah2, pukul sepuluh ayah mmg mcm
pukul 12 earth hour. heh
Friday, April 23, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
yes. anything. fullfill all your hopes and dreams.
give youu my best in everyhing i do.
good grades in every examinations.
never slipped top ranking student,
push my limit until there's no boundaries.
being afraid of every exam even test.
only god knows. sigh~
again, simply u said, im useless, nothing, hard to listen.
done. ENOUGH with talking?
ohh, i never wanted to be rude.
but, sumtimes we have our own limit. anger limit.
fine, im living in yours. so, i dont have much to say.
the best i can do is only to curse myself
and cry. youu weak stupid person.
if i said im enough with everything? hmphh.
it's not fair. why do they never want to listen to any explaination?
im the one who create my own future.
not she,he,they. ME. MYSELF.
you can counsel me, but that's doesnt indicate that im going to follow.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR GUIDANCE.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
I KNOW YOUU LOVE ME. YOUU WONT LET ME FALL.
yes,thank you for everything. it's just time im no longer a kid.
and yes, im just not that into engineering. :-S
people just change.
im changing too.im an ordinary person.
u can talk, but i wont listen,
i will hear you, dont worry. :D
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Okay, there will be more or less 3 topics to discuss here. Since I’m not a good narrator, so, I’ll go into short and precise sentences that are effortless to grasp. :D
1. Should we modern generation, go for traditional or modern way of medical treatment?
2. Are sex toys necessary?
3. Those doctors that have been working in overseas for more than 10 years; if they come back to Malaysia they are no longer compulsory to work at any government hospitals.
4. 47 presidents were invited by the president of America to confer about nuclear weapons in Nuclear Security Summit, Washington 2010.
Rationalization on topic number 1;
I should say it depends on the sickness. Can heart health, diabetes, fever, headache, gastric and menopause cure by traditional medical treatment? Personally I guess; nope. But, no offend, it’s depends on individual too. We ourselves ought to decide on the options that were given to us.
To widen your forethought on this, try watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose. You need to have conscience after watching that movie. :DD
Rationalization on topic number 2;
Nope. Taken from the TV3 program; Wanita Hari Ini, (14th April 2010), holding a discussion regarding this topic, said; for the intimate sexual intercourse, it’s kindda vital for the person who is having sex to possess affection connection while “carry out” sexual intercourse. Do sex toys have feelings? O.o
Sex toys are not good because one may difficult to attain satisfaction while having sexual intercourse with mate. Above all, please be on the same wavelength with belief.
Rationalization on topic number 3;
There is nothing wrong with helping the community via government hospitals. In my opinion they (the doctors) should make use of their knowledge and experience to help the needy here in our country. Looking for high pay in working? Do working with private hospitals or clinics are what all our doctors wish for? Again I should say, we ourselves ought to decide on the options that were given to us. The government has agreed to pay their doctors dead even with qualifications. Besides us, who else would willingly help our own nation?
Rationalization on topic number 4;
More or less in ten years time, our country will develop nuclear energy to generate powers. Nuclear energy is safe and free from carbon particles. However, the mishap of nuclear power is gigantic. In spite of this, we need to get away from mundane. There should be any safety measure, isn’t it? Nuclear weapons? The word “weapon” itself is a destructive device. Anyhow my opinion is; There is no difference between humankind, what distinguish us, is GOOD and BAD person. ;DD and everything happens for a reason. Think out of box.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
well, u just need to know how to
with new person.
and magically, you'll know that ur fren's fren
just "satu kepala" with you
because frens are ur own reflection.
“Friends are not made, but recognised”
~ Carl Rakosi quotes
note; nice to meet you cik fana.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
DONT GO FOR WEALTH; EVEN THAT FADES AWAY
GO FOR SOMEONE THATS MAKES YOU SMILE,
BECAUSE IT ONLY TAKES A SMILE TO,
MAKE A DARK DAY SEEM BRIGHT,
FIND THE ONE THATS MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE,
BECAUSE THAT FEELING IS EVERLASTING.
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
I feel the angels cry
Have you ever tried
sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, own me,
nobody ever shut it down like you
Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart- Alicia Keys
I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not in your head anyway
Cry Me Out- Pixie Lott
Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
The Only Exception- Paramore
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
okayy. had this one weird conversation with my big sis
she asked me: MERAH + KUNING
i said: PURPLE
next: MERAH + BIRU
i said: ntah.
lastly: BIRU + KUNING
i said: OREN
my sis said: bodoh! (with that TONE* LOL)
i said: haha, aku budak engineering lah :P
my sis respond: habis aku bukan budak engineering pulak?
colours je. bla3. hahahah
gila, mamai kut~ tgk jam lah dei.
besok kene jerit dgn maam besar. YEAYY!
:)) never ENOUGH gelak seyy. hahah
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
One Flaw In Women;
Women have strengths that amaze men.....
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in..
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what
makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.
Women have vital things to say
and everything to give..
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
this is dedicated back to the woman who gave me this, HAMIZAH AYOUB.
my girlfriends out there.
and my MOM
never ENOUGH loving ;)
Monday, April 5, 2010
dayana: i dont feel well. headache most probably.
me: u must doing a lot of thinking. ermm, care to share?
dayana: yup, i hardly sleep lately. sleeping disorder. i have this one repeatedly strange dream. I dont know how to thrust aside bout it. yes, you are right. I'm thinking too much. Sometimes bout thing that is not worth worrying about.
me: How long you've been keeping to yourself?
dayana: 4 months. i would tell everyone i'm doin fine, i'm doin great. truth is never been told. and i dont care whut do people want to say bout me.fellas, as long as we're called human,it is all about imperfection.
me:do you seek advice from others and vice versa?
dayana: honestly i lost all the sense of worship. i almost forgot how does it feels like to loved and to be loved.i refer this to my love life.
me: but hey,dont u ever say like that. whut frens for aite?we keep you comfortable, n happy
dayana: u can always differentiate the meaning of love in many aspects.
me:well dayana u know whut? i havent been in any relation with guys. n im doin fine.all the time. and hey, u're still young. live life to the fullest. :D i dont see the point of having partner in "teen" age, dear. there are many good and bad things. im neither support nor against this teenage puppylove. it's not secure. u will probbably end up breaking up which only caused u a heartache.
dayana: ohh lord u seem dont see the point. did u know that all those positive feelings arise when you having intimate relationship? you will be more happier. knowing that there is sumone cares for you.its a good feelings thou.
me:is ur partner support u in everything u do? u talked bout cares isn't ?
dayana:i dont want to argue more with you.
me:even ur partner will not help u in ur examinations, poor u dayana.
dayana:whut r u talking about? he was the reason for me to be hard-working esp in my studies. he seemed to be my idol.we both studied together.
me:so, still do a lot of thinking?
dayana: nayy, i dont have time to think bout this silly thing.
me:so, whuts ur conclusion?
dayana: oh u just want to mess up with me rite? :D
me:i love you dayana. i want u to think bout ur future.it's all matters anyway.stop thinkin much bout him.you'll be better.trust me.belive in faith.destiny.let it be. everything will be fine in the end. dont worry dear.
dayana: *smile* (faked one i guessed)
ohh,had ENOUGH. :D
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Me: hello sarah, it's been a long time. How are you doing dear?
Sarah: I'm doing great. life's awesome. :D
Me: So, how was Sunday treating you darling?
Sarah: Oh my god, u wouldn't want to know how terrific was my day today. I slept early last nite, around 11pm. Had a bad dream, but why should i care right? :) woke up at 4inthemorning. well, briefly my day was fun, downpour since mornin till late evening, which theoretically made my mood slow and calm for the whole day :D
Me: How did you start your day sweety?
Sarah: oh,i want to share sumthin with you guys. always start ur day with pleasant harmony sweet songs. those songs will eventually stimulate positive moods throughout your day :D seriously,RnB n soul songs i would suggest. :D
oh, and my fav author is always Lee Child.
Me: Ahaa, and when you enjoy most while reading?
sarah: probably with a cup of hot choclate hazelnut while listening to my favourite songs. :D ohh, u shud try reading at any coffee house. (:
okayy, i guessed ENOUGH
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
owh mmg senang nak pronounce. :D
"weyy, sorry. seriously, sorry. blahh, blahh, blahh."
ye, ye, ye.
yup pun easily done. once you've had a taste of PERFECTION.
HAD. it's a past. no need to regret.
and it is funny how u can hear people talking bout you.
from two sides. might be 3 sides, and moree. wtv.
they altering stories like... "poof" finally came up with a conclusion
that neither this nor that make sense.
funny isn't it? :D
oh n yes, if they telling the truth, LIFE might be DAMN BORED.
no COLOURS. n FUN.
start complaining bout others,
bout what you missing much in life.
bout everybody around you.
u need psychiatrist.
take care of yourself