Wednesday, February 15, 2012

mine is not like yours.

I tak tahu apa I nak.
bukan I tak pernah nak
share my dreams with you.
I lagi suka dengar your stories. your life.
what you want most in life.
mine is like a puzzle which you have to guess
mana satu nak placed
correctly on the board to make a nice and
complete puzzle.
I was once a high hopes person,
giving all my soul in everything I do.
but you tahu, when things doesn't work,
you moral down and you giving up
on life. that's even harder to deal with.
I was once mcm tu. I told you
what I've been through.
my studies, my love life, my families,
my frens, I have nothing to hide no more.
I let my walls down.
I tak ada apa yang I nak selain you,
selain your trust, your support and
to be yours. not to mention forever,
cause forever seem cruel to me.
i'd say eternity. maybe it differs much from forever.
apa apa lah. I tak ada big dreams macam you.
I tahu live a smooth sailing happy life.
own everything I want and having a happy family.
itu je. life is so simple.
dalam life ada 2 choices, you nak dgn tak nak je.
thanks for 14th feb.
thank you very much for making
everything so clear that I could not doubt you anymore.
I love you.
what I'd say was all scattered thoughts
and dreams.
All I know right now to live life with no
regrets and to be yours.

mirror

With everything happening today
You dont know whether you’re coming or going
But you think that you’re on your way
Life lined up on the mirror dont blow it
Look at me when Im talkin to you
You looking at me but I’m lookin through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you’re not satisfied
And I dont see nobody else
I see myself I’m looking at the

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

Oh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
but I’m with you when you re all alone
And you correct me when Im lookin wrong
I see that guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain
I see you Wayne, Im lookin at the..

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

Lookin at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my f-ckin dad
Light it up, thats smokin’ mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile thats a blessin
I see the change, I see the message
and no message could been any clearer
So I’m stared with the man in the…

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

I've no one

when you tried so hard
to explain to scream
but no one seems to care.
you have no one to turn too
except your own-self.
buddy, go talk to the mirror,
the reflection might helps
you calm. and trust me
they will always be there for you.
you have no one except yourself.
for god's sake.
why trying so hard to explain
when no one seems to care?




Sunday, February 12, 2012

faith is all I need



I do really admit.
I am not a good person.
I am not perfect either.
But there's a part of me
that is worth keeping.
If you have me in the hand,
please don't let me go
because world is not rigid,
so do us,
people can change. I have faith.