ini soal hidup

cerita ini bukan karangan

cerita ini semua kebenaran

pernah dengar bapak romen anak?

itu bukan hal besar dunia.

pernah dengar suami pukul

bantai isteri anak anak sampai koma?

ini pun bukan kisah dunia besaran.

pernah dengar si bapa ada perempuan lain

selain si ibu?

even ini pun perkara remeh.

pernah dengar si suami sembunyi perkahwinan

kedua ketiga dari isteri pertama?

ini malah sekelumit masalah.

pernah dengar si isteri beromen lelaki lain

atas sebab suami tak sedap goncang nya?

ini juga hal biasa biasa terdengar.

bukan ini semua isu yang aku mahu dendang kan

bukan ini hal hal mahu diperbincang.

perkara akar nya, yang tidak tercapai

dek akal tu semua boleh jadi masuk akal.

aku bersyukur tak merasa duduk bawah

tempurung, bila dengar kisah kisah ini,

tak ada lah perlu terbeliak mata

tak perlu lah nak membuat muka pelik

juga tak perlu nak mengkritik lebih lebih.

tenang dan mengucap sudah memadai.

tak perlu perbesar masalah.

ini hidup, ini life.

kalau orang putih tu kata,

life as we know it :)

no promises

I can't count on anybody

I can't hold on to promises

I'm afraid of loosing

things in my life.

because being a person

like me that do things with all

my heart and soul is really sucks.

the only thing

I'm afraid of

making promises

is that you'll break my heart

have you got that soul?

what you need is that pretty smile

to carry around and attracting

everyone around you :)

It's not attention seeker,

it's a sense of humor and

pretty soul inside.

someone like you

I saw a picture of you with her.

you look pretty happy.

a lot more happier, really.

I wish you the best for everything.

love life especially where I'm sucks at.

have a great life btw :)

p/s: I'll find someone like you, later :)

kawan sampai mati :B

If I were given a chance

to choose between friends and lover

I would rather go for friends.

because I don't think lover is necessary

it's more likely that

he'll be just a burden for you.

there's a time you need to be fair

when or how to be with either your

friends and your lover.

Did you find it irritating to text

while chilling with all your friends?

I do. always did. yup.

Because at times, I learned that

everyone needs sometimes for themselves.

and lessons taught me things.

another thing that makes me realize

how friendship is precious, is that

you'll have no worries to talk about

stuffs (anything) with you bestie.

and you'll laugh out loud together to find

that each other is very irritating annoying and lunatic.

isn't that fun? :)

I may not a perfect friend,

I may have flaws, broke promises I've made

and such things.

but I am pretty sure that

I'll do anything in my power

just to be with my besties.

you know who you are, really -..-

fooling around

moving on is not that easy

after all. they said all you need

is time to heal and to forget

the past. life is not that easy.

you have your heart, you give it

to others and finally they break your heart.

sound pathetic enough roight?

love is about finding the most

comfortable person to be around with.

love is not something you can

be playing around with.

:)

I have a rommate

I own a very pretty

and handsome (dia pun confuse gender)

lionhead goldfish.

baby goldie,

I'll do anything for you baby goldie :)

switching off the lights when u want to sleep,

do frequent water changes for u

or even I would buy u an expensive

drinking water with O2. (serious talking)

do a lot of reading about goldfish care.

and etc etc.

jgn mati cepat nanti aku sedih tak boleh

pergi study *alasan macam kimak

haha. tak apa lah,

focus kat kau, develop rasaa sayangg

and treat kau nicelyy okay

baby goldie? alololo. meh cium sikit. muah muah.

dah. esok class at 8.

noight mates ;)

love

please don't fall

in love with me

I'm begging

Mike Posner "The Scientist" (Coldplay cover) (produced by Mike Posner)

awesome.


Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

flashback

those flashbacks suck

a million times really

dorm-room

Did I mentioned about getting

a single person dorm room?

it turns out to be

a lonely and boring dorm room

and every single night just killing me

and yes I hate it.

I seriously need to groom my room

very soon so that it'll be the nicest

place to be in the university.

lord, have mercy.

I feel insecure when I'm alone.

:(

kienna ini untuk awak :(

kiena

kita dengar pasal awak eksiden

tapi masa kita nak cakap sorry to hear that

too many people around saying the same

to you. kita tak nak sebuk sebuk time

ramai orang approached awak

kita rasa kita kawan paling jahat sebab

buat buat tak endah pasal awak

kita minta maaf banyak banyak.

kita tahu reason tu tak valid

tapi percayalah kita ada banyak

benda jugak kene deal dalam life.

apa yang kita tahu kita doakan

awak selamat sentiasa.

kita care pasal awak tau. kita sayang awak.

kienna, jangan nakal nakal

kita bersyukur sangat awak selamat masa eksiden tu.

kita tak ucap selamat hari raya

kita tak tegur awak lamaa sebab kita

sedih tengok awak sedih. kita tak nak

awak tahu kita sedih samaa.

kienna, kita rindu awak.

p/s: tak boleh keep u around apa yang kita tahu kita tied awak dalam hati.

hidup banyak dugaan. I love you so much <3

I am a weak person I do know nothing

all I know is

be nice to everybody,

at the end of the time

god will repay you

for your good deeds.

being sincere in life is the best way

no sweat.

macam mana nak

ada jodoh dengan aku?

kau pun dah ada orang lain.

alahai. forever alone ah camni.

I try hard to get used with it (:

no sweat. ohyeah.

girlfriend. the sweetest one

alololo.

your previous comments

making me touched bb.

yeah. really wish

last time you and nini were here.

together with edad and me twins haa.

tak apa. bet cherating

must be fun :)

I'll make it god's will okay?

miss you guys much :)

p/s: uitm pun aku rindu.alahai .__.

I would like to be your friend forever :)

"The rain may be falling hard outside,

But your smile makes it all alright.

I'm so glad that you're my friend.

I know our friendship will never end."

-- Robert Alan

friends are forever

I'm writing this post while

trying to hold the tears from

falling thru my cheek.

alahai.

I missed my friends. they came

on the 6th and 7th september.

from kuala lumpur.

good friends of mine

amal yana muzz and mack

esah

haaa. totally happy they came.

even I keep on saying glad they

came. haha. emo pulak.

those things that I wished korg ingat

is that kentut sambung menyambung

malam nak tidur, sharing laughter,

lepak seaside. and loads more.

oh tak lupa gosips sepanjang jalan

sampai yana sakit tekak asik bergosip je

HAHAH.

sumpah rindu korang. and again

thanks for cominggg :)

p/s: I can't keep you guys around

but I can hold you guys in my heart :)

ini bukan soal easy come easy go

"Did i make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?"

It's not about how easy someone can walk in or out from your life.

It's about how much you are willing to share your love

with everyone around you.

It's about the time of your life where you make use of it to the fullest

by appreciating everyone that showed up in your life.

it's not about easy come easy go,

it's about choosing the right person in your life

to be spending your whole life with.

It's not about being flirty it's about soul. your inner soul.

the willingness for you to make that particular person

smile and cry while they are with you.

It's about the fishes in the water

where you can make the best of it choosing.

It's not about lust, it's about how passionate that person

can be while he/she with you.

It's not about short term relation, it's all about

the long term relationship investment.

It is always about meeting the wrong guy

before you met the perfect guy.

aku bukan pujangga

aku bukan kasanova

aku bukan si kaki cinta

aku cuma menghargai

setiap insan yang hadir

dalam diri aku

yang pernah buat aku

rasa bahagia, rasa duka

walaupun sedetik masa.

bukan easy come, easy go.

aku insan yang penuh

dengan perasaan

emosi dan simpati.

(: aku bukan sempurna

Almost Lover Lyrics

gerry I mean this for you.
I like you still :)
take care there.

stupid faces

with those stupid faces

I've made.

who's gonna likes me anyway?

haha. silly me.

forever alone.

and I don't mind. HAHA

marriage :O

you probably won't read

my blog.

well, me too,

I don't think

I wanna get married :/

I am a boy

I wish I were born

as a boy.

seriously. no funny.

i don't mind. really

keep hurting me.

and when you have had

enough with it

then, just leave me.

I don't mind :)

there's no such word called love

I trust no one.

I believe everyone is a liar

and no one is perfect indeed.

true love or whatever love

does not exist.

perfect is so not me

I tak perfect kan.

told you.

tak apa lah.

you have a good life.

words broken.

get used with that.

:(