Saturday, April 30, 2011

jar of hearts


you're gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
:)

sigh. T_T

Untitled

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

student life :8/

wah kau,
tak student laa tak study last minute.
HAHAHA.
tak student jugak ah kalau dapat
jawab soalan exam betul semuaa
100%.
baik kau jadi lecturer je. HAAA. HAHA

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

buku tengok tu apaa?

hye.
i am fucking currently
addicted to lookbook.nu
what this all about?
it's a kind of blog but posted
only your style
and what you weearing each day.
mostly it's about style.
take a look here,

or check mine.


haa. click like if you
like any of the
apparel am wearing. haha.
suka hati lah.
just want to share
with others little less
about style.
abb dulu masa kecik
aku ada cita cita sikit nak
jadi fashion designer.
HAHA.

Chris Medina- What are Words (Lyrics)

Monday, April 25, 2011

cakap pasal jodoh pulak -.-

sampai satu phase dalam relation tu
kau rasa penat, rimas,
malas nak continue,
buat buat tak care,
malas nak layan, apa semuaa.
kau tunggu next phase
ada semula rasa sayang tu,
rasaa nak manja manja semula,
rasa rindu bagai.
nak tunggu next phase tu sesak sikit.
tapi apadahal ada je parents boleh buat
berpuluh puluh tahun hidup bersama,
sebab tu org selalu doa
semoga jodoh panjang hingga akhir hayat
:D betul tak?

Sunday, April 24, 2011

good good luck laaa eh

to everyone that is
going to take your
examination.
I wish you good luck.
haa gud luck je lah,
strive for excellence.
babi apa dah masuk
moto sekolah. HAHA.


Friday, April 22, 2011

I prefer being pretty masculine

You can be either,
pretty masculine

or,

nice feminine.

tak semua baik itu jahat

aku percaya sejahat jahat manusia itu
hati dia ada lagi satu sudut kecil yang baik. pasti.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

life tu mudah

hidup ni kalau bosan
tak bererti.
hidup ni kau kene
muntah kan kuat kuat
joget sampai pening
buat apa kau suka
tapi berbatas.
macam ni lah,
bila kau rasa hisap rokok pun
rasa nak muntah,
cari benda lain yang lagi
banyak faedah.
tak payah serabut
gelabah ayam sangat
hidup ni mudah
kau yang corakkan,
kau pilih syurga atau neraka? (:

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

aku atau dia?

aku pasti bukan aku
yang bakal sehidup semati
bersama kau.
aku pasti bukan aku pilihan kau
aku pasti aku bukan wanita
yang kau impikan
aku tak sesempurna mereka
aku punya banyak cacat cela
aku tak lah sebaik mereka
apa yang aku tahu
sayang itu perlu diberi
sepenuhnya
tapi sayang itu terlalu banyak
aku minta kalau
niat kau hanya ingin menduga sayang
tak perlu lah kau datang dekat lagi
aku tak berminat.
malang nya sering aku kata
sayang itu
perasaan itu abstrak.
sampai satu ketika aku
terasa aku tak pernah
layak untuk sesiapa pun.
(:

aku tak boleh hidup tanpa kau

pada dasarnya
memang aku perlukan kau
setiap ketika
setiap hela nafas
setiap detik waktunya
tapi aku mengerti
kau bukan berdaya
ada disamping aku
setiap detik dan waktu ketika.
bila detik detik itu
ditemani mereka yang lain
terkadang rasa leka
rasa lupa rasa selesa
maaf, aku tak sempurna.
bukan bukan niat
menduakan jauh sekali
tinggal kan kasih yang dibina
hanya terkadang tak merasa
hanya seperti angin lalu
diri terasa lemah
tak mampu berdiri gah
tak mampu bertongkat siku
maaf maaf kan aku
layak nya kau panggil aku
yang jalang yang jahat
tapi itu lah hakikatnya
bukan jarak dipersalah
lagikan masa tak bersalah
diri sendiri mungkin. lemah.
aku tak sekuat mereka
yang lain.
aku mahu kau dekat sini
peluk aku erat
peringat aku tentang sayang kita
tentang berpurnama kita bina.
tentang semua,
kongsi cita yang sama
kongsi katil
tolong sering beritahu aku
yang cinta kau aku bergantung
harap. aku rindu kau
setiap saat. :(

spending my whole life

The only person
I want to spend
my whole life is
with you.
and you know who
you are.
(:

Bruno Mars - Long Distance (lyrics)

hello world ! (:

It has been roughly 2 weeks
I haven't write any.
ghreat. dengan handphone rosak
I cud probably end up my life
bunuh diri terjun S&T building.
okay, whatever. pheww.
a lot of observing
learning and bnyk sgt input.
haha. been lingering around people
a lot more older than me.
there's a thing u can hear and ikut,
and also ada benda yang you have
to judge yourself and mcm biasa lah
yang baik buat teladan buruk
buat sempadan thailand. haha
more and less.
tell you what,
It is fun playing with someone's feeling
but then karma does come around la.
Trust me. what you give
you always get it back.
don't fucking worry okay?
it's life you've been dealing with.
she can be as cruel if she want to (:

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

breakeven

In any ways.
I am nobody to you.
If you think that you're the best.
Think twice.
There is always someone much more better than you.
Expect the least.
you are never perfect.
yes, I am too for sure.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

theater club members !

what a day. what a day,
alhamdulillah
semua smooth sailing.
sumpah happy.
singapore trip was awesomee
I feel like crying.
Praise upon Allah.
he answer my prayer
:')
and you uys are freaking
awesomee
theater club members !

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

patience has a limit

I hate myself so much
for being mad for being
a whole not myself.
I hate myself a lot today
because I'm being mad
at my friend.
I hate myself a lot for
screaming out loud
right in her face.
I hate everything that happened
I hate she spoke
a lot like she can't
be silent even for a second.
I hate her so much
that she been telling a
lot of things.
I hate myself too
because I am a bad friend.
A bad person.
yes. everything is me.
I hate myself for having
period pain today.
I hate myself so much it hurts.
I hate me.
Please understand me
patience has a limit.
don't you test mine.
I had enough of you.

Monday, April 4, 2011

kawan kan sampai mati jugak

ah. fuck.
one moment I
wish my bestie
birthday.
another moment I read
my fren's blog kiena.
I feel like crying.
Haziq, Happy birthday bro.
have a blast. erm,
u turning berapa?
aku lupa. haha. 1989.
ah fuck la 22nd.
tua dah weh. jgn buat
benda budak budak lagi.
haha.

roight point is:
I'VE BEEN SURROUNDED BY BEAUTIFUL
AND HANDSOME PEOPLE AROUND ME.
THANK YOU GUYS, I FEEL BLESSED :')

chase out loud


aku tak tahu
apa yang aku kejar
kan sangat.
tapi aku sure
the outcome is
going to be real good
seriously (:


Sunday, April 3, 2011

9 months love


You're so hypnotizing
could u be the devil, could you be an angel
your touch magnetizing
feels like going floating, leave my body glowing

They say be afraid
you're not like the others, futuristic lovers
different DNA, they dont understand u

You're from a whole other/another world
a different dimension
you open my eyes
and im ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison
take me, t-t-take me
wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
boy, you're an alien, your touch so foreign
its supernatural, extraterrestrial

You're so super sonic
wanna feel your powers, stumb me with your lasers
your kiss is cosmic, every move is magic

You're from a whole other/another world
a different dimension
you open my eyes
and im ready to go, lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison
take me, t-t-take me
wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
boy, you're an alien, your touch so foreign
its supernatural, extraterrestrial


thanks for the past nine months.
this song is more than enough
telling how much i feel about you (:

Saturday, April 2, 2011

they said music is my life?

I like a guy who can speak
british accent.
awhh. he looks so hot.
trust me.
roight. it's not the point
what Im trying to say
is that currently I am
so busy listening to all
english indie band.
ask me who.
The xx
Yeah yeah yeahs
Mystery Jets
Florence and the machine
Alter bridge
Angus&Julia stone
Lissy Trullie
Anya Marina
Death cab for cutie
aaaaa. ramai sangat.
macam babi,
best gila do diorg punya songs.
retro. haha.
mmg aku jiwa org lama sikit.
lagu dulu ada soul
their music pun quality
tinggi. not that aku cakap
lagu sekarang x best.
just the old time songs lagi best.
:D
tak kesah la.
everyone has their own taste kan.
so why bother telling
and listening to others
saying yours punya taste
fuck laaa. x best.
haha.
p mampos hang la.
apa aku kesah? HAHA