Tuesday, April 5, 2011

patience has a limit

I hate myself so much
for being mad for being
a whole not myself.
I hate myself a lot today
because I'm being mad
at my friend.
I hate myself a lot for
screaming out loud
right in her face.
I hate everything that happened
I hate she spoke
a lot like she can't
be silent even for a second.
I hate her so much
that she been telling a
lot of things.
I hate myself too
because I am a bad friend.
A bad person.
yes. everything is me.
I hate myself for having
period pain today.
I hate myself so much it hurts.
I hate me.
Please understand me
patience has a limit.
don't you test mine.
I had enough of you.