true

I am not a fighter.

Choosing is always

an easy task when

it involves me.

childhood moment

dood semua orang mesti

ada childhood moment

not to mention tak hafal sifir.

-.-' lain lain. kalau zaman

yang lahir 80's 90's ni haa

banyak la permainan outdoor.

few to name. tp sekarang aku nak cerita

pasal the game yang addict sangat.

jazz jackrabbit 2.

Jazz Jackrabbit sequels.

If u haven't played any of these games

or even heard about them,

u have been living far away

from any civilization. closeEnough. haha.

dengan exam dah habis kitew baru dwnload

game ni balik. rasa forever kid. serious -..-

emm. however, the game did not manage

to reach as much popularity as

to become PC's mascot, but did acquire

a certain fan audience,

especially due to its fast-paced gameplay,

advanced graphics and

notorious acid jazz level soundtracks-wiki.

lah time tu mmg la game rabbit ni paling

advance sekarang bebudak

semua pegang ipadpod. angry birds will be

legend in 10+ years time. really.

so long cuti sebulan gua duk ngadap rabbit

gila ni je lah. haha. okay. bye mates.

oreo cheese cake.

'OMG girlsss, I just made

a very nice and delicious oreo cheese cake.

OMG OMG I made it myself' -..-

can you sense sarcasm there?

that is so women .__.

this recipe is credit to my senior and once

was my fitness basketball trainer when

I was in high school. kak spena.

I took her recipe and the result turns

out deliciously yummy.

but I did several changes.

well yes, that's the beauty

of cooking your own voedsel

you can add or reduce any ingredients you like.

and fyi I don't have much interested in using

microwave to bake a cake; preheat, heat and etc.

so I find the easiest way of making cheese cake

by using refrigerator.

pemalas much, I knoww.

kalau tak dah lama aku master muffin, choc cake etc -..-

so here it is.

2 bars of 250gm Philadelphia cheese
3 packs of Oreo Biscuits
100gm butter: melted
2 teaspoon gelatine: dissolve in hot water and cooled
2 tablespoon lemon juice
1 cup castor sugar
1 cup fresh cream: lightly beaten

For the base:
Use 2 packs of oreo biscuits. Separate the biscuits from the cream.
Crushed and mix with melted butter. Then pressed to bottom of container. Let it cool in the fridge.

For the top:
Beat Philly cheese till kembang and then put in the castor sugar and continue.
Then put in the cream and continue beating it. The extra oreo cream and the balance of 1 pack of oreo cookies put into the mixture. (biar chunk pieces baru crunchy)Mix the lemon juice and the gelatine (beli yang halal haa.ada je kat kedai kek) in. Pour onto the base tadi. Put into the fridge for hours and suka hati lama mana. the lemon and the gelatine mixture you must mix into the mixture.

gelatine tu mixed dengan air panas so that dia
membentuk cecair yang likat dan tak bergentel. ikut mung la
nak letak banyak mana as long as enough to hold the cheese cake.
biasa aku letak 2-3 teaspoon.
yang lemon tu, the purpose is to
buat rasa cheese tu tak muak haa.
hang letak banyak karang jadi oreo lemon
cheese cake pulak nanti. get what I mean?
masam sangat kek tak sedap jugak.
my first attempt I put 2 table spoon of
lemon juice. god damnit masam gila. haha.
then 2nd attempt kurang kan letak 1 sudu teh je.
and for the number of oreo packs,
ikutla kalau nak bagi satu kampung
letak lah ber packet2 kalau nak bagi
seorg dua 2-3 packets pun dah cukup jahh.

dah itu saja :B

Nad's 21st birthdayy

I'd spend my study week

most of the time in Kolej Rahman Putra

that is less than 10mins walk from

my college.

most of the time sembang and gelak gelak :D

but seriously it was fun.

on the 30th of december we all

celebrated our pwincess's birthday.

her 21st. Nad.

let the pictures do the talking :)

ini adelah si pwincess yang gedik tu. haha. sukeww le tueww dieww tueww :B

dell, kite, abam amie, abam D, pwincess nad, nad's gewl fwenns.

si pwincess adelah mangsa tepung jagung :B

makeup tebal. you don't sayy .__.

mangsa rogol #2 abam D. haha.

abam amie yang hemsem :') dan titew lew sapew lagieww

p/s: it was awesome

coz I got to spend time with you guys

the chemistry between us build up within couple days.

and I am completely happy and feel

belongings and a lot like family with you guys.

you guys reminds me much all awesome friends I have.

a head-ups,

every single person I met is awesome. really

because everyone is beautiful in their own way.

you don't put labels on you friends and judging them

because they are your reflection and when you do that

you are actually talking shit about yourself.

appreciate every friends that you have :)

some of the things that are important.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

You can't break my spirit -

it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be.

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

-James Blunt, Goodbye my lover

happy endings are they real?

If you have any intention

by any means to hurt me

or leaving me in the future.

please, do not proceed. Because

I am a person that could fall hard for you.

The person that would do everything

for you with all my heart and soul.

The person that will

love you like no one else did.

loving someone fully-heartedly

is one of my weaknesses.

who can stop feelings when

they are abstract and you can't control them?

And who doesn't like happy endings aite?

p/s: I am falling hard. I could not stop that feeling. I love you.

messed up

sometimes you just don't know what you want most in life.
things get blurry and everything seems messed up.
I am not a fighter.
But something for sure I do fight for things
that worth fighting and dying for.
to be me is not easy.
I prefer to remain silent and pretending that
everything is fine. really.


p/s: exams.I have 5 papers more (: