faith

me: hey why r u sitting here alone in the dark?
dayana: i dont feel well. headache most probably.

me: u must doing a lot of thinking. ermm, care to share?
dayana: yup, i hardly sleep lately. sleeping disorder. i have this one repeatedly strange dream. I dont know how to thrust aside bout it. yes, you are right. I'm thinking too much. Sometimes bout thing that is not worth worrying about.

me: How long you've been keeping to yourself?
dayana: 4 months. i would tell everyone i'm doin fine, i'm doin great. truth is never been told. and i dont care whut do people want to say bout me.fellas, as long as we're called human,it is all about imperfection.

me:do you seek advice from others and vice versa?
dayana: honestly i lost all the sense of worship. i almost forgot how does it feels like to loved and to be loved.i refer this to my love life.

me: but hey,dont u ever say like that. whut frens for aite?we keep you comfortable, n happy
dayana: u can always differentiate the meaning of love in many aspects.

me:well dayana u know whut? i havent been in any relation with guys. n im doin fine.all the time. and hey, u're still young. live life to the fullest. :D i dont see the point of having partner in "teen" age, dear. there are many good and bad things. im neither support nor against this teenage puppylove. it's not secure. u will probbably end up breaking up which only caused u a heartache.
dayana: ohh lord u seem dont see the point. did u know that all those positive feelings arise when you having intimate relationship? you will be more happier. knowing that there is sumone cares for you.its a good feelings thou.

me:is ur partner support u in everything u do? u talked bout cares isn't ?
dayana:i dont want to argue more with you.

me:even ur partner will not help u in ur examinations, poor u dayana.
dayana:whut r u talking about? he was the reason for me to be hard-working esp in my studies. he seemed to be my idol.we both studied together.

me:says you.
dayana:whutever.

me:so, still do a lot of thinking?
dayana: nayy, i dont have time to think bout this silly thing.

me:so, whuts ur conclusion?
dayana: oh u just want to mess up with me rite? :D

me:i love you dayana. i want u to think bout ur future.it's all matters anyway.stop thinkin much bout him.you'll be better.trust me.belive in faith.destiny.let it be. everything will be fine in the end. dont worry dear.
dayana: *smile* (faked one i guessed)

ohh,had ENOUGH. :D