Tangled - Healing Song

because he is the best coach

dad,
ur the greatest coach
in anything
especially when it comes
to life.
thanks a million !
and oh,
RAPUNZEL just simply best.
haa. tak tengok rugi.
bee bee, u look like
that prince charming
in rapunzel. haa,
the greatest thief dalam kampung.
&& you are the bad guy
who stole my heart
but i love it <3

naked jom.

haha,
sebab balik rumah laa
boleh tido naked.
wah. sumpah seronok !
:D

formspring yang sgt comel

haha. ini lawak:
*click untuk tumbesaran.*

I would shout out loud
to the entire world
that I am completely
happy and thankful
for having you in my life.
full-stop.

apek apek. lu apa tau? :P

I really need you to be PERSISTENT and UNSHAKABLE
because I hate myself.
I'm really are
ANNOYING
DIFFICULT
COMPLICATED
SELFISH
DISTRESSING
ENORMOUSLY-CARING
and EASILY UPSET.
sorry lah apek eh, I mmg mcm ni.
so, THANKS for past months,
u really are persistent and unshakable.
&& I love you so much.
I adore u much <3

fat bastard, I HATE YOU

I saw ur fat belly in front of me face,
dang, u look so fat la bastard !
why did you told me that my answer was wrong
when it's freaking righttt,
when I'm fucking shit confident with my answer.
screwed you fat setan !
bongok. kacau aku nak jawab exam pulak -..-
heh. tulah, mak cakap tadi jawab tak baca doa.
padan muka ! haha
okay okay.
gelak kan aku pulak. :(
merajuk lah dengan mak.


okay dah.
tak merajuk. :)
haha. mmg lawak pun.
tak pasal setan kene maki.
eh, moral of the story kan,
always TRUST UR FIRST INSTINCT.
tu je, tak de nye nak doubt2 bila tga paper ni.
:8)

now the part 2 goes in. (LTWYL)

This morning,
you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby,
speak softly,
tell me I'll be sorry

That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me
so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room
and I'll follow you like a lost puppy

Baby,
without you,
I'm nothing,
I'm so lost,
hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am,
but that you'll always love me

Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on,
two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs,
'cause we're that lucky

Together, we move mountains,
let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times,
I'm startin' to lose count
But together,
we'll live forever,
we found the youth fountain

Our love is crazy,
we're nuts,
but I refused counsellin'

This house is too huge,
if you move out
I'll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground,
ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind,
without you,
I'm out it

because Eminem don't rapped
about money, bitches, cars,
he shows another side of life.
life is a movie.

sebab sebab nya

sebab dunia tu tak seindah kita nak karang

sebab realiti tu kadang pahit ditelan

sebab mimpi tu jarang jadi kenyataan

sebab diri tu banyak kesalahan

sebab sendiri inginkan kemajuan

sebab semua pun menagih kasihsayang

sebab tuhan ada sebab musabab kita dibangkitkan

kita usaha, kita doa, kita tawakal.

kalau benar itu milik kau,

sebab mulai sekarang kau kena yakin.

sebab bunyi jantung kita orang berdegup

semua sama. tak ada yang bersenandung,

tak ada yang meraung.

(:

B.o.B - Don't Let Me Fall [Official Music Video]

Well it was just a dream
Just a moment ago
I was up so high
Lookin down at the sky
Don’t let me fall
I was shooting for stars
On a Saturday night
They say what goes up
Must come down
But don’t let me fall (x3)
They say what goes up
Must come down
But don’t let me fall
Don’t let me fall

Cause I’m glidin up there
Oh so very high that if the
Clouds were to drop me
Than I’d fall out the sky
I don’t really know why I’m here
I guess I’m just here for the ride
I swear it feels like I’m dreamin
This vividly defined, yeah
So call me whenever you want
Call me whenever you’d like
But lets get one thing straight
You know my name, so I run this town
When I’m on my mic
So here I go B.O.B, Bobby Ray
I don’t know, leedahdoe
But I know that I flow
Rack em up, lock em down
Dominos, then I go
Where’s my story goes
How did I been done down here before
Come into my eastern catered home
Cause I was in the cold
Tryin to keep my toes unfroze
Now I’m in your house
Now I’m in your stove
Now I’m everywhere that your ipod goes
Everything I seen was a dream
Just a moment ago

But it was just a dream
Just a moment ago
I was up so high
Lookin down at the sky
Don’t let me fall
I was shootin for stars
On a Saturday night
They say what goes up
Must come down
But don’t let me fall (x2)
They say what comes up
Must go down
But don’t let me fall (x2)
They say what comes up
Must come down
But don’t let me fall
Don’t let me fall


Yeah, not far much longer
From where that pavement is
Cause there aint no parachute
That they can make for this
Cause I put my pain my heart
My soul my faith in this
Does anyone feel like how I feel
Then you can relate to this
Just a blaze of this
Maybe roll one up and take a hit
Toast to the good life
Then take a sip
Vaca(tion) everyday then take a hit
It was easy to see I was made for this
From the move all the way
To the way I spit
Just to show all you niggas
What greatness is
I’m talkin very loosic(?)
Like makin movies
To picture my life, boy
You need a higher resolution
I used to cut class everyday
Then run away at night
But now I’m ruler of the upperclass
And I don’t even write

But it was just a dream
Just a moment ago
I was up so high
Lookin down at the sky
Don’t let me fall
I was shootin for stars
On a Saturday night
They say what goes up
Must come down
But don’t let me fall

heee

because you are,

devoted

pleasant

considerate

lovely

dazzling

genuine

reliable

eternal

persistent

unshakable

down-to-earth

sympathetic.

&& not a liar.

oh2,

and COMEL.

sbb tu i syg u :)

biarkan semuaa

kau fikir kompleks sgt.
tak ada apa pun.
sebab tak pernah ber salah faham
ini baru first time.
chill la. benda kecik boleh setel.
kalau hilang aku pun
masih boleh cari lah.
ada benda jauh lagi
lebih penting dari aku kan.
:)
ada, ada lah, tak ada tak apa.

I miss you so much

sigh~
I miss you bee bee :(

it's okayy

we're having rough time together.
no worries.
things will be okay soon.
I'll be missing you
every second. :')

I can feel your hearbeat, love

sebab aku yakin ler

kita doa sama sama lah.
habis cerita, doa banyak banyak
:DD
doa bnyk bynk permudah segala urusan
dunia akhirat
serba serbi owhh.
bukan setakat nak 4 flatt.
kau duduk mengadap lappie,
doa ke mana
4 flatt ke manaa?
HAHAH.
beragak lah wei.
usaha, doa, tawakal.
peh, da macam
motto sekolah sekolah rendah pulak.
dah itu basic dia, kau jgn
bebel bnyk wehh,
haha.
gedempol, imyilah

ini kisah cinta dia

pernah dengar cerita cinta tulus ?
jangan gelak bila aku cakap cinta ini wujud.
bukan, bukan cinta yang selalu kau org perkatakan
jauh sekali cinta yang landasan nya nafsu semata.
biar intro nya kisah cinta Nabi adam dan hawa.
kenapa mereka di campak ke bumi?
sebab musabab Allah murka dengan mereka kerana
gagal menurut perintah-Nya.
haa, dan dari kewujudan Nabi Adam ni sendiri
kita lihat, manusia dan kesilapan itu
saling bersangkut paut.
oh, ini jauh sekali soal ber khutbah atau tazkirah.
buat tatapan diri sendiri khususnya dan sekalian makhluk.
bila mana aku cerita balik soal cinta tulus ini.
bila kau rasa cinta kau tak berpaksi pada nafsu,
berpaksi pada kasih sayang yang hakiki,
yang di kurnia Allah,
kasih sayang sesama manusia itu tidak terhalang
kata erti lain, perasaan itu abstrak
kau cuma perlu tahu bagai mana nak mencorak nya
bagai mana acuaan nya,
dari Siapa perlu kita minta keredhaan,
aku belajar jodoh, ajal itu di kuasa Tuhan
kita tak dapat melawan namun dapat berusaha
untuk mendapatkan nya. soal ajal mmg tak dapat nak tolong,
itu kuasa mutlak Tuhan.
haa, ini cerita mariam, untung lah dia
punyai cinta tulus ini,
siapa tak pernah buat kesilapan, bilang aku?
tapi awal saat dia untuk terima cinta tulus ini
aku rasa bahagia bagi pihak. baguslah.
sebab aku lihat dia tempoh waktu makin yakin
dengan Tuhan, makin kuat syukur nya.
bila mana dia awal lagi
telah ditunjukkan jalan, di bentangkan pilihan
pilihan yang benar, pilihan yang suci.
dia bilang aku bila kau rasa diri kau tu
dah terlalu jauh dengan Tuhan,
jauh, sampai cahaya nur Nya pun dah tak terlihat,
kembalilah ke jalan yang satu itu.
tak ada lain, sebab Tuhan je lah tempat kita
mengadu, minta ini, minta itu.
banyak kau nak minta, tapi jarang tunduk. susah lah.
mariam yang aku kenal bukan perempuan litup sopan,
dia biasa sahaja, seperti gadis2 lain.
tapi untunglah dia punyai kekasih hati yang tulus.
aku rasa cinta mereka itu cinta tulus,
cinta kerana Allah.
kita percaya pada kuasa Tuhan.
kita tunggu apa Tuhan janjikan.
pernah dengar, orang sabar org yang paling beruntung?
:) pada aku,
perubahan tu usahlah drastik sgt,
sekadar yang mampu, sebab sedikit lama lama jadi bnyk.
dari yang kecil sehingga jitu, bulat dan padu.
aku yakin kuasa Allah.
anytime when you ready !

kau nampak gagah,
hensem, kelelakian semakin terserlah
bila semakin matang.
buat aku sayang kau lebih.
kan betul, gigi bongsu itu tanda nya
kita jadi matang,
:D

hijab part 1

1. nawaitu
2. don't wait when will you be ready (e.g. after married, after reach certain age)
3. this is the simplest, back to basic whenever you feel like stray from god
4. it usually take at least 40 days for you to feel completely comfortable wearing one
5. forcing urself to wear hijab is not really accepted, let it naturally comes from your heart
6. what ever it is, don't do because of anyone else. it's about you, yourself.
7. always hearing urself saying, "I'm not ready" when will you be ready? what if, it's too late for you to wear one? :O (R.I.P)
8. to be honest, wearing hijab is so cool. and pretty.
9. you feel down-to-earth wearing hijab. trust me.

keiko la ni

pergi bunuh diri kalau tak kenal keiko.
we've grown up with him.
haha. free-willy 1993.
haa. bee bee,
u gedempol mcm ni laa.
keiko. comel kan kan.
weighing 3500kg. haha.
u gedempoool.

:))

ehh tak tak
i was kidding.
I'm freaking happy rite now.
:D
rindu u la
gedempol :)
we're approximately around
515.75 km to 560.6 km
apart. but in my heart.
aloh, pool sgt tak muat ni
sampai kene squeeze. :PP

I can still hold on

psst,
did you hear my heart crying?

Selena Gomez & The Scene - A Year Without Rain

Can you feel me
When I think about you
With every breath I take
Every minute
No matter what I do
My world is an empty place

Like I've been wonderin the desert
For a thousand days ( ouhoooh )
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your faaaaaaace, baby

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I will survive
A day without you is like a year without raaaaaain
Ohohouh, Wooaaah wooaah wooaah

The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind ( it's in my mind )
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
Won't you save me
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me
Ohhhh baabyyyy


I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love (love)
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I will survive
A day without you is like a year without raaaaaain
Ohohouh, Wooaaah wooaah wooaah

So let this drought come to an end
And may this desert flower again
I'm so glad you found me
Stick around me
Baby, baby, baby, whoaa
It's a world
No wonder
With you in my life
So Hurry baby, Don't waste no more time
And I need you here
I can't explain
But a day without you
Is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh

I'm missing you so much (much)
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain

ehh ehh

Hoi. da lama tak YM dgn u.
sumpah I don't like skype.
those emoticons over duh. -.-'
i miss you i miss you. jom YM.
:'( cepatlaaa.

haha.kanda kanda. :P

u make my life colourful
thank you bee bee

hee. blush blush. :$

kalau tak nak pening kepala dalam relation,
satu je. be loyal to ur partner.
how?
haha. oh aku blushing gila nak cakap kat sini,
tapi ni secret jgn cakap kuat kuat
"hari hari rasa sayang and rindu tu makin banyak"
:D
sebab awal dulu aku ada cakap,
feelings tu abstract.

It's okay, things can be settled

a short view about relationship.
what would you do if you are strongly believe
that ur partner is having an affair with someone else?
this situation is the most freak stupid thing ever happen
yet it happen in reality kan. (:
neither we want nor we expect things like this to happen.
basically, macam susah nak setel.
why? because one side tak nak confess,
and one side desperately want to know.
who's fault? haha. this is freak.
the one side tak nak confess biasa tell
"seriously baby, I dont want to break your heart by telling you bout this"
nicee.
and the one other side,is hardly do the thinking. mental break down
and hurt thus sleeping with tears every night.
the side yang tak nak confess tu, hard for dia jugak
to make a right decision, either to tell or not.
so who's fault? no one's fault?
things like this kene ada experience.
u have to learn,
the learning process in relations.

in relations, well obviously trust is important.
and communication between partners.
bila dah jadi. one side stress and one side numb,
solution is basically depends on situation.
situation macam mana tu susah nak cakap.
but either ways,
if you are seeking any evidence regarding
ur partner's disloyalty, u have to be brave.
to be able to accept all those things that
akan jadi lah dengan future.
the key is ask politely, if it doesn't work,
then silence is the best way.
humankind is very soft and fragile.
we can solve things by berbincang rite?
god creates us with the brain to think
almost perfectly the pros and cons
on our action and behavior.
no way you can shout to each other,
lay fist at others face.
fighting and having world war
is totally ridiculous.

the best is, if you think it's worth
fighting and dying for.
then you go for it.
but never quit before you win,
if winning is not on your side.
then, u have to accept it.
because god knows what best for you.
seriously.
because thing happens for a reason. (:

it's okay.

pstt.
you know what?
if loving you is all I have, :)

"having you is more than enough"

comel kan kan?

cikk toing toing,
nah.
haha

half marathon

woo hoo.
this is
fantastic-extremely-not-recommended-to-do
but the fact is I'm doing it.
well well,
I tertarik with this one guy philosophy.
*gedempol lah ni*
finals ni sekali je this sem
so. I'm all out ni.
if you can, why can't I?
isn't it?
so
a half marathon completing
reading and understanding
nationhood book is
very challenging yet
I'm doing it rite now.
yes, now. reading berkali kali,
so do you think you can finish it by sunsets?
OF-COURSE. :DD

sweet sugar dreams

mula mula mmg pahit.
nanti sampai masa dia,
semuanya manis.
emm emm emm.
manis mcm
fairy floss okeng? :DD

seriously, I'm doing just fine

ceritera ceritera

okay.
she can't sleep.
why? thinking too much,
thinking, what had she done.
thinking, is this for real?
lord. please. say that she's in a deep sleep.
dreaming. because reality sucks.
neither complain nor nagging.
tak ada hal lah. life made easy !
biasa lah bukan selalu things go the way u plan.
she talk to herself, calming herself.
fuck la. ini hal kecik pun kau tak boleh handle?
tak apa. you have like infinity years
to spend rite?
*pretend pretend pretend*
everything okayyy.
this is honestly harddd.
seriously. she don't even know which is the hardest part.
it's either, so-fucking-hard-to-meet-each-other
or i'm-sorry-that-he-said-making-she-hurts-even-more.
hoi hoi,
listen here peeps, appreciate
others that ada sebelah you guys
dekat dengan u guys.
faham kan? (:
haihh, lama tak guna ni,
ada, adalah, tak ada, tak apa :)
sungguh
*fingers crossing*
sigh~

can we pretend that sky is always bright?

You hurting me more by saying
I'M SORRY.
It's okay.
Let's just pretend that
no one's fault,
:(

aloh. sweet nye :)

she: awak, tahu tak apa saya rasa?
he : tak tahu lah, apa dia. awak demam ke?
she: tidak lah. saya nak beritahu awak sesuatu.
he : apa dia?
she: oh oh, tak tahu lah, lepas berbulan bulan dgn awak kan. saya rasa macam baru semalam je kita bersama. macam baru semalam kenal. macam rindu tu macam kuat sangat. hari hari pun. serious. tak tipu. awak rasa takk? ada rasaa tak? ada tak? :)
he : hee, saya nak cakap. tapi tak tahu nak ckp macam mana. awak dah cakap dahulu. rasa jantung berdegup degup tunggu mesej awak tau. rindu sangat.
she: hmm. :')

hawt lah minah ni -.-

okay. seriously I'm
dyingtogetonelikeher.
-.-

jentayu

Apabila si garuda yang angkuh itu bertindak,
Melaksanakan sumpahnya untuk memisahkan cinta kasih,
Antara putera Rom dengan puteri China,
Muncullah si jentayu yang mulia hatinya,
Mempertahankan cinta yang abadi itu.

Walau pun garuda yang perkasa itu menang,
Dalam pertarungan dengan jentayu,
Tetapi dia gagal menghalang pernikahan,
Putera Rom dengan puteri China,
Dan sekali gus gagal memisahkan,
Dua hati yang dilamun cinta.

Jentayu kalah dalam pertarungan dengan garuda yang angkuh,
Tetapi dia berjaya menyelamatkan jiwa yang penuh bersemi dengan,
Kelopak cinta.
Malu oleh sumpahannya, yang gagal,
Si garuda yang angkuh menghumbankan dirinya ke lautan kalzum.

Jentayu yang luka parah terus terbang,
Membelah awan dengan suaranya yang rawan,
Menitipkan pesan bahawa pedamaian dan keadilan,
Haruslah diperjuangkan,
Kejahatan harus dilawan dan ditentang,
Tanpa takut dan mundur.

Dan di cakerawala ini,
kebenaran akan terus bersinar,
Cinta akan tetap berbunga,
Dengan sejuta kelopaknya.

- USMAN AWANG -

:') honestly, this is awesome.
jentayu, patah sayap bertongkat paruh.

take 5. ?

* 6 papers, & i'm done* :)

*shake all stress away*
mr. flu, please be kind :(

* hair, please grows faster*

*yuppie yup yup, she's so pretty*

*because sleeping naked is freaking fun, try it.then , you'll know*
while you are alone -.-'

*where did I put my F phone? >.<*

with love from TOMB

so, here's the thing about life.
people fuck u up, u fuck them up again.
when others are being so selfish.
u tried being selfish your own
because there is no harm doing it
when you are, yes surrounded by weird
freaking selfish people.
no, u don't share things with people that are
unwilling to share things with you.
this is life. it' about give and take.
seriously.
I live with people that are willing to
help each others. to see each others
success. not to keep those success
road and walk alone. Never was I'm thinking bout that.
but then again, yes. IF THIS IS LIFE.
and THIS IS HOW THE ENVIRONMENT.
we'll play ur game. we'll play safe.
because nothing matters now.
it's about you, yourself.
and and. thanks for poisoning me
with that kind of mentality.
see how it goes. how does it looks like
later. :D
hate to repeat this million times but that's the truth;

"absolute silence is the best way.
Say something, it can be misheard.
Misunderstood. Misinterpreted.
have it your way."

:(

hunnybee

perhitungan
empat kali bulan mengambang
yang membawa bahagia.
shoot. sgt skema.
HAHA.
thank you <3
asyik i love u je.
dga ni,
gua tu kalau ngak ada lu,
bisa kabut tau ngak?
haha.
muahh. gedempol sgt!

sunrise

okay.
next vacation
pleasee. :D
It would be freaking cool
to watch sunrise with
youu. hee.

dreaming has nothing to do with reality.

u crossed my dream last nite.
I saw u. we talked for minutes,
telling me, you had enough with her.
It's weird how I got my heart talking
"ever since u left, I miss you so much"
naaah, that's just a dream isn't it?
because nothing as good as reality.
I have mine,
I'm proud to have mine,
and he is always mine.
to be a fat guy and eventually fills up
my heart is not easy I tell you (:
p/s: the way you showed up is
F weird.
haha. funny.

have it your way

A Thousand Suns

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so..

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got..

Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control...
-linkin park, A Thousand Suns

sejenak

kalau anak satu dua
di pulun habis,
anak dua tiga
saja di buat buat?
-.-''

twinkle twinkle little star

10 stars from the
sky above.
:D
smart