I know it sounds pathetic but I really like to repeat it many times

and so he goes again.

every night sleeping at his study table.

while I am here waiting for him to reply my text

or even to call me every night saying good night to me.

but well, live as we know it. accept everything.

I know it sounds pathetic.

wanting this and that and so on.

whatever. sure thing. I will not be selfish myself.

hmm. polpol, miss you much with every heartbeat.

again, does it sounds pathetic? haha.

eh eh, sukahati aku la. aku nak tulis apa. -..-

haha. iya lah, I'll wait for you like forever.

I wish forever is real. time is ticking fast.

please I need to be yours cepat cepat.

not that aku dah menggatal nak kahwin.

but I think it'd be fun having a life-partner.

haha. gila dah ni.

I miss you badly. funny how we can stay strong

until this moment of time.

I think it is all because I fall for you like many times.

lebiu much ohokay? :D